The Heartless Girl || Completed ||

Try in vain

One week later ...

I can't always hurt Taehyung like this. I've to let go of the past. I can't let it ruin my present .

With this thought I took a deep breath & started my journey towards Uni . From past 7 days , I've been trying to act like I used to before . I tried to talk more with yeri , spend more time with Jimin , make new friends , roam around the city , being active in social medias etc etc . But failed in all . I couldn't utter a word in front of the people I was supposed to make friends . I couldn't let out more than a sentence in front of yeri , couldn't help but to get annoyed at Jimin for his continuous jamless jokes , couldn't help but to end up coming to the forest hide out of mine everytime I wanted to roam around & couldn't help but to hurt Taehyung more by ignoring him a bit .

Today I thought of dressing like I used to before . So that it could give me those old cheery vibes . But with each steps I started  getting nervous . I noticed people looking at me.  I tried to shake my head & keep walking but failed . I sighed taking right turn instead of taking left . My hands reached for my phone & fingers automatically dialed a  number .

Taehyung's POV :

I was about to enter the uni but my phone rang . I fished it out of my pocket & saw Y/N's name popping up . I was a bit surprised as she was a bit distant with me the whole week . Frowning I picked it up .

" Y/N ? "

" H-hi . Did you reached uni already ? " She asked . Her voice evident her nervousness .

" On the way . Why though ? Is there any problem ? " I asked half lying .

" If you're not too far then c-can you come to your h-hide out ? " She asked .

It's a 20 mins walk from where I am but if I take a cab I can reach in 5-6 mins . So I did what came in my mind .

" I'll be there soon . " With that I cut the call & dashed to that place .

After a while...

I paid the cab driver & started walking towards the big rock taking long steps .

I hoped to see Y/N sitting on thr rock in her usual black hoodie hiding her beautiful face from the world but what I saw was something I didn't expected even in my dreams .

There stood Y/N in a white top with blue small flower prints & light pink skirt showing her beautiful long legs . Her brown hair all over her shoulder .

I was in awe looking at her . She was looking like an angel. A Beautiful angel directly coming from the heaven . No matter how much I tried I couldn't tear my eyes apart from her .

But then my gaze fell on her nervous face . Eyes roaming all over the place except me , bottom lip tugged in between her teeth. Fingers fidgeting with each other .

I got closer to her standing right in front of her .

" Hey . " I said softly knowing there must be something behind her this outfit & being so nervous .

" H-hi . " She shortly replied still looking at me .

" You're looking great.  Beautiful . Very... very Beautiful , angel.  " the word angel slipped my lips & my eyes widen . She looked at me a bit taken aback .

" Y/N . I m-mean Y/N . You're looking Beautiful Y/N . " I quickly spoke . I'm sure my ears are now as red as her cheeks after hearing me .

She cleared her throat probably to clear the awkward situation & said , " Thanks . "

" May I know why did you called me suddenly ? " I asked in order to change the topic .

She looked at me then looked down . Taking a deep breath she said ,

"I'm sorry . I-I tried . I'm s-sorry . "  Her voice shaking .

" Tried what ? " I asked confused.

"T-to get back to m-my old self . To be the ch-cheery , bubbly girl I-I used to be . To be n-normal like others. But couldn't. " She paused . Taking a glimpse of my frowning face she added , " I thought I'll dress like before & it'll help me get back to myself b-but I felt nervous . People were staring at me . I h-hated it . I e-even tried to make new f-friends , talk more , crack jokes and all I used to do . B-but failed. " she finished. Her eyes still on the ground.

" Don't push yourself  Y/N-ah ." I said softly side hugging her . "I know you want to overcome your past but do it slowly. Take baby steps . It'll not only help you get over it but also give you enough time to heal . " This time she looked at me. But the guilty & sad look was still there .
"why are you saying sorry to me ? You did nothing wrong ."
This time she nodded her head left & right .

" I hurt you again. I keep pushing you away & keep hurting. I'm sorry Taehyung. " She said as a tear slipped her eyes .

I closed the little distance between us by  engulfing her in a bear hug .

"No silly , you didn't hurt me. I knew you were trying to get back to yourself so I willingly gave you some space ." I said rubbing soothing circles on her back. 

She clutched my shirt & said , " Wi-will you help m-me ? I don't like this feeling. It's suffocating me . I want to feel free again. Please. " More tears dropped from her beautiful eyes . Hearing her words & looking at her tear stained face my heart ached .

"Of course I'll. Don't worry. We'll do it together. Ok ? " I said assuring her.  She nodded & I whipped her tears with my thumb . I made her sit on the rock & handed her my water bottle.

Though after crying, she was still looking breathtakingly beautiful. Her shinning wet eyes , cute red nose & wet cherry red lips . I couldn't help but to star at her . Oh , How badly I wanted to confess my feelings to her ! I wanted to make her mine & keep her all for myself . I wanted to kiss her , cherish her , love her . But I shook my head in order to get rid of this thoughts . I couldn't let her be distant or feel uncomfortable around me by doing something reckless at this point.
But one day , one day I'll confess & that's for sure .

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Hi readers 👋. Wassup?

I said, I was gonna be busy so won't update for a while but the fact is to keep my mind sane in the insane routine of mine , I needed some refreshment . So I decided to write something.
Enjoy 🤍