Say My Name [ ZhanYi ]

09

"Would keep ignoring ever going to work? At all?"

Yibo POV

I stood up and walked near him before slamming away my lips onto his. It was unresponsive from him first but to my amusement he started responding back. But what made me more surprised was when he started taking the lead away and kissing like an experienced kisser. A sudden tug on my bottom lip made me realise he was already asking for entrance. Me being me wanted to tease him so I didn't let him. But a gasp was left my lips when he bit on it—taking it as the the perfect chance to slide in. The electrifying current like feeling was passing down on my veins and it only increased my excitement. As if he also feeling the same he changed our sides and slammed me against the wall—resting his right hands on the wall ahead of me. It was as if he was locking me from going anywhere and besides its not like I would escape or something.

Who knew he can be so dominating?

My hands were already resting on his hair—strolling through his soft hair strands but a sudden sound make me came back from my hazy mind. When I understood it was a phone ringing other have already detached our lips. It took both of us few minutes to understand what we just did. While I was still being amazed at how good his lips felt his eyes only got wider as seconds pass. I looked at him and saw how much of a shock he was in. He looked at me almost with fear but then changed to so narrow.

"Leave.'' When that word was registered on my ears, I feel suddenly so suffocating that I also wanted to leave for a moment to gather my thoughts. I looked at him unable to speak out what I wanted to speak. I shook my head and exited his house without glancing back. I didn't knew why I wasn't asking him to calm down and it was just a mere kiss nor asking did he regret doing it. But I realised even if I head back, the moment I see his face—I would be speechless.

I was still lost in my mind when I went back to my house. I was almost going to hit myself in a wall due to how unfocused I was. I was in no hunger to eat heck I was still like numb. The moment I felt my pillow, the images of how hot he looked after kissing and how dominating he was kept replaying in my mind. Not like I care anyways. But the word he said after everything was what left me questioning.

Why did I kiss him?
Why did he reply back to it?
Why did a sudden call interrupted?
Why then suddenly his mind changed?

For me I have already realised it wasn't just feelings to know him as a friend. Yes, since the exact moment I saw him in that park until present I have been developing feelings but it was just today it resurfaced to point for me to understand how much I already like him. As his lips moved I still believe it meant something to him but how his expression changed so fast was as if he just came to a realisation what he did and he already feel disgusted.

"No, it was nothing. I can still keep being his annoying stalker right?" I said to myself and hoped nonetheless.

I didn't knew I was cursing for the fact it was week day tomorrow or actually excited to see him again. All I knew is if things doesn't go as I thought—I will not be able to embrace it.
When I didn't see a certain raven haired male at the coffee shop, I could already feel nervousness bubble up inside me.
He usually comes around this time...was he late?

I glanced at my phone restlessly—in a dilemma whether I should message him or not. Even if I chooses to message him, I didn't know what to message. Not knowing what to message mean how to ,frankly speaking. I didn't knew if I should act like nothing happened yesterday or should I just go straight-to-point. I groaned in confusion and decided to ask one of his workers about him.

When I went there, automatically one of his worker came to me and gave a mysterious smile.
"Searching where Zhan is?" I nodded making his smirk like smile grow even wide. "He took a holiday today." He said as my already dropping face to drop even more faster.
"Uh- ah okay." I said. "What happened yesterday? Did you two had a fight? You guys were so cute you know. Even some of daily customers shipped you. Oof what a shame." He blabbered as he left me slightly red from hearing it.

I left still what that person said—clear in my mind. A sudden smile appeared but soon reminiscing what he said about Zhan ge taking a holiday made my smile disappear.
It's alright...he will come tomorrow right?

Even though I thought about going to his home-it felt unnecessary and what if he think of me as a bother if I do so? That's the last thing I want now.
I sighed and wished for him to be back tomorrow and act like nothing happened even thought it was a bit painful to know it didn't mean anything to him. But hey, at least I get to be friends with him. That's more than enough.

My wishes were in vain as I saw the same scenery like yesterday. A scene without him is no scenery I enjoy. And mostly the nervousness I felt yesterday was higher and even fear started to creep up within me. I wasn't ready to let go yet, it didn't even start yet. I decided to let whatever happen and just message him.

Me
Aren't you coming for work?
Did something happen? Are you okay?
-Seen

Me
Seriously where are you?
I'm bored here without you :(
-Seen

Me
Quit leaving me seen!!
-Seen

Me
Ahhh your so meannn, why are you ignoring me T.T
-Seen

Me
Hey, did I do something wrong? Are you mad at me?
-Seen

Me
It was just a kiss...why are you ignoring me for it...
-Seen

I threw away my phone to the floor—getting annoyed by his childish behaviour. Fine whatever, if you want to ignore me do it. I will not keep pursuing you anymore. I huffed and buried my head in the pillow. I was messaging him since morning and he was yet ignoring me.

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