Say My Name [ ZhanYi ]

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"Even I'm yearning for a delusion of you, Am I going crazy?''

Yibo POV

I was awakened by the scalp breaking pain I was having right now. It took me few minutes to realise that I drank last night but the question was how I got here. I frowned when no memory came back from last night. Hah probably I drank and walked here and fell to my bed. I thought of sticking into that until some vague dream-like incidents came into my mind. I was thinking whether if I should believe them as what happened last night or it was just a delusional dream of mine.

I mean kissing him was too absurd as in the current situation and why would he come all the way there just to take me back home? That's more absurd than a rain of ice cubes. I sighed but the events only made me more shy at every second. "Zhan ge the fact you even came into my dreams." I muttered and fell backwards to my pillow—closing my eyes and re-living that dream I saw. But I couldn't help but to think, of only it was in reality...
When I came down to grab something to eat, the look my dad gave really chilled me out. Like he was looking at me as if I did something so unusual-
"This is why you should never ever drink."

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It have been a week and I'm already missing him to death. I know I am not supposed to do so, but look at my pathetic self right now.
I took out my favourite book currently—to read or more specifically to get someone off my mind. But not so soon after I was just staring at the words while reminiscing someone than reading. I sighed and kept away the book to glance at a someone's chat when I got a message. Its Yu bin, asking if I was free to hangout. At the end he somehow ended up coming to my house rather than we both meeting up at a place.

The second he came crashing through the door of mine—he turned on the tv as if it's his.
"Hey! You just came in and you want to watch tv just like that?" He laughed but instead of replying he put on some kind of a dvd. It took me a while to realise it was a film and he seems so eager to watch.

"This is like literally the newest film right now and I somehow got a chance to buy a cd copy before they were released." He stated proudly as he sat down beside me to watch it.
"Wait, then aren't those illegal? Like I saw somewhere people getting arrested for it." I said earning a another laugh. "Pfffft chill out. I got my ways."
"But still." "Oh please you seriously is no fun at all."
I huffed—annoyed and stared at the screen aimlessly. It took him half of the movie to realise I wasn't paying attention. He suddenly switched off the tv and grabbed me by my hand, dragging me outside the room.

"What the hell? Where are we going?" I asked as he kept ignoring my questions and made his way outside the house making me even more confused. "HEY, I'm not even wearing something good." I said as he finally groaned.
"You looked like you were about to run away somewhere in any minute when I came, like seriously look at yourself. You were wearing a whole denim and a shirt that looks like it worth a ton. Oh wait it's Gucci. Where you planning to sneak away before I come? Your so mean." I took a deep breadth before exhaling. That dramatic bitch...

"First of all I wasn't planning to run away and second of all I'm not- oh wait, you are correct about my clothes somehow." I said unamused. Because I was thinking of going back to that bar wondering if I would be lucky enough to dream him so vivid like that last time. I sighed but soon yelped when he dragged me into his car. I decided to not protest anymore and just let him do whatever.

He somehow had to bring me to another coffee shop while the only person I kept thinking—came back into my thoughts even more. He even let me order something after ordering for himself. I just choose whatever the drink I saw, not really bothering to know whatever it is. Yu bin kept glancing at me occasionally as I kept answering him back with a mouthed 'What', finally he gave up and flicked his fingers in front of me to take my attention.

"You know you look like so sick of everything and wishing to run into someone and never come back from whoever it is." I was certainly amused by his super right predictions but didn't show it though.
"And what made you say that?" I retorted.
"Well this is our first cafe where we met when we were kids. Next, you ordered caramel macchiato when you used to literally keep complaining about how vanilla like it tastes when it doesn't even taste like that."
I smiled to myself remembering Zhan ge and mine's second encounter in that cafe and how good I teased him back then. That day I just ordered whatever just like today but not like today I was actually too hyped up to care about flavours.

"See you keeps smiling to yourself like a mad person already." He said as I smacked his arm for spitting nonsense as he always does. "Why am I even being friends with you." I mumbled then sighed when I heard his highly dramatic gasp. 'Welp, here we go again.'

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A bit short cuz why not-