.
"i love you." i said.
she was just breathing but i found her cute. her cheeks were red from the cold. but when i kissed her forehead, it was warm.
i wanted to place my hands on her cheeks.
i did a lot of things.
was i ever this touchy with someone?
why couldn't i be like this around Soyeon?
why is it so easy when i'm with her?
"stop it." she says before turning away.
"why?" i ask, still looking at her.
"don't say things like that." she replies.
i know there's boundaries, but why does she dislike it so much?
"do you really not like it?" i mutter.
she shakes her head while bringing her knees up to hug on, "...those are strong words. i know you're saying it as a joke but i might take it the wrong way." she says nervously
"who said i'm joking?" i reply.
she looks at me with a frown, i always thought her reactions are cute.
she turns away again.
"what about Soyeon? Why not her?" she asks
"What do you mean?" i reply
. . .
misun pov
soyeon. she's finally talking to me again. and how will she look at me if she finds out jungwon likes me?
i don't want to ruin our friendship again.
"How do you think she'll feel? Why did you suddenly start liking me?" i say
he sighs, "I don't want to think about her right now. Let's just stop." he says
He really didn't like the thought of her. I saw it in his face. But i felt uneasy.
What if Soyeon hurt him? and he's trying to get over her by talking to me?
What if he's just doing all of this to get back at her? He knows Soyeon and I are friends. So, it could be a possibility.
If it is like that, why do I feel so... sad?
I didn't want him to like me in the first place, so why do I care if he's using me or not.
He does it so easily. Are people usually this comfortable with the person they 'like' ?
But, a part if me actually believes him, a part of me wants him to like me.
i turn to him, "Listen, i'm rejecting you okay? you can't like me." i mutter
he looks down and just nods, "can we still be friends?"
i sigh, "mhm."
i get up and look down at him while he stares at me confusedly
"i'm gonna go now." i say
he gets up as well, "i'll come with you."
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✓ catfish | yang jungwon
Fanfiction"you're my friend, you should be helping me when it comes to boys." "but it's cat-fishing..." ~Where Kwan Misun helps her so-called bestfriend get with the boy in class 2. - ok just wanna say, this was my first jw ff and i rly didn't care much so i...
