Possessive | billie eilish

11 | hidden animosity

me, billie, drew and zoe were all in my living room binge watching the Twilight series. it started off as just billie and i but then drew called and we invited her and then zoe up and invited herself which is totally fine.

so i made chips, dips, and popcorn for all of us, being the great hospitable bitch i am :).

"so when are you gonna go home now that your door's fixed?" zoe asked billie, dipping a chip in the salsa.

"huh?" i said lifting my head in confusion.

billie looked at me with a scared face; her eyes wide. then she looked back at zoe with a 'really?' look.

zoe shrugged her shoulders and made an 'oops' face but it didn't seem very sincere.

"billie," i said, bringing her attention back to me.

"okay baby look," billie rushed over to me from our kitchen and sat next to me on the couch.

"when did your door get fixed?" i asked, tilting my head.

"um last week," billie said lowly.

"what the hell, why didn't you tell me?" i asked.

"i- i wasn't ready to leave your place," she said in a mopey tone.

"b," i started.

"i love us staying with each other, sleeping together at night, waking up and cooking breakfast together," bil grabbed my hands. "and.. i knew that since we just got back together, you wouldn't come live with me in my house so i wanted to stay here as long as i could."

"baby," i wiped my hand down my face. "ya know, you could just be honest with me. i wouldn't have rushed you out," i laughed.

"really?" she asked.

"uh yeah dummy. i love us living together too. plus you're my fucking girlfriend, i'm not just gone kick you out," i giggled. "stay as long as you want."

drew fake gagged. "okay can someone pass me the remote so i can turn the tv up louder."

billie laughed and pushed her shoulder and then looked back at me. "sooo does that mean you'll consider moving in with me?" she cheesed.

"b, let's talk about this later k?" i rose my eyebrows.

"yeah before you rush into it and she breaks your heart again," zoe mumbled.

"what did you say?" i asked her with my eyebrows furrowed.

"zoe!" drew whispered in a fuss, hitting her arm.

"what? oh come on, can't take a joke?" zoe asked.

"just didn't seem like it was a joke," i responded.

"well i guess the heartbreaker would know huh?" zoe smirked, throwing another chip in her mouth.

"zoe," billie rose her voice and furrowed her eyebrows. "the hell?"

i sighed. "i'm gonna pour another glass of wine," i said getting up from the couch and walking to the kitchen.

billie came rushing in behind me. "babe i'm sorry. i don't know what that was about," she rubbed my back.

"b it's clear as all daylight. she does not like me," i whispered, closing the fridge.

"what? why would you think that?" she asked in genuine confusion.

i set the bottle down on the counter and turned to bil like she was slow. "first of all, when word got out that we were back together, she literally called you asking if you were sure about this."