Their's ( Evannsons twins)

Chapter sixty nine

Scarlett's POV

We were watching the show and I was a getting more anxious waiting to see her perform. And then I heard her being introduced. " this next artist has taken the music industry by storm these past few weeks. Her first single has been number one for 2 weeks straight! She's here tonight with a lot of new music just for us. Please give a warm welcome to Rhislett evans-johansson." And the camera turned to her. She looked beautiful. And then her song started. And my heart dropped as I heard the lyrics. She was singing to the camera. It felt like she was singing to me. Like this was her just talking to me. And then I realised she was singing to me in a way. I let her down and I can see it in her eyes. I've hurt her. Music always reflects the artist. She wrote this. And she's singing it right now. The more she carried on singing I knew that I was right. But I couldn't help but feel proud of her for being up there right now.

I couldn't help but smile at Isaac Peter and her while they were performing. I had my eyes glued to the screen of there videos. They were so small. And then there was one photo I saw of them all just smiling at the beach. She has a big goofy grin on her face. She looked truly happy. I could see the motion that they were feeling. Everyone could they were making sure that people felt how they were and that's why there extremely talented. I knew fennon was right. I just need to talk to her. I can make this better. And then when I saw her sing the lady gaga song I was abit taken aback. I mean I assumed at the bit that they all posed for what they represented. I knew Peter was gay. And I knew Isaac was straight. What I didn't know was my baby was bi. Not that it changed anything. I guess this was her way of saying it. I just wanted to hug her.but I couldn't because I'd fucked up. I can't even process how this is gonna affect my relationship with her. And then the award she was nominated for was announced. I saw her little face come onto the screen she was smiling. I could tell she was nervous. And then she won. I jumped up and screamed I was so proud. I whispered "that's my baby girl" and fennon smiled at the tv. She deserves this award and I kinda knew she'd get it. How couldn't she? She's breaking records. And then I really looked at her. The dress she had on made her bright blue eyes stand out. She had a smile on. And she had tears in her eyes. She was gorgeous. I knew as soon as the show was finished I had to ring her. I needed to make this right.

Rhislett's POV

I posed with my award for the cameras. I was happy to do so. Anything to distract me honestly. But then I got into the dressing room and Chris had my phone but it was ringing. He answered for me as I took my earring off and he muted it. " bubs it's you're mum" and I turned to him with a cold expression " I don't wanna talk to Scarlett" and he gave me a sad smile. " yeh scar she's busy right now. I'll talk to you later" and he ended it. He lied but I don't know why. She hurt me so I don't care if that hurts her. If she cared she'd be here.

Robert's POV

I had to fix this. I don't know what Scarlett is doing but this isn't fair on my god child. I can't see her upset. So I rang her and she answered " hello Robert is everything okay? Are the kids okay?" And I answered " the boys are fine you're daughter isn't. What the hell are you playing at scar" and I heard her sigh. And when she spoke her voice cracked slightly " I don't know Robert how is she?" And I sighed " she needs you. If you want any chance with her then get here as fast as you can because when she gets back to New York I'm pretty sure she'll be completely finished with you" and she spoke " what! I-I'm booking the next available flight please Robert I can't lose her" and I said " I know but if you didn't you should of been here" and she said her goodbyes because she was ringing her agent to get herself a new flight. As harsh as what I said was it was the truth. Rhislett is hers mothers child and I can tell those blue eyes are hurting.

Rhislett's POV

I got changed into a sweatshirt and joggers and I walked out. Everyone was giving me these sympathetic looks and I hated it. I can't stand sympathy. I'm not a charity case. Boohoo I'm the girl who can't be loved even by her own mother. I'm the child who was put threw literal hell. But I'm the child who moved past that all and performed at the fucking VMAs! I'm done pretending. I just end up hurt anyway.

We got back to the house and I told dad that I was exhausted so I went up. I was tired not as much as I said I was but I've had a long day. Then I heard my door open and I saw three heads come in. " hey can we talk" and I nodded. They all came to sit on my bed. I leaned onto peters shoulder and I felt tears roll down my face " she didn't come. I don't know why I thought she would ." I gave them a watery laugh while saying it with utter disbelief. And Harry shook his head " no you didn't do anything wrong okay! She didn't come that's on her. But don't shut you're self off because of that. You're in a better place and I don't want you going back to Old habits please rhis." And I nodded. He was right I didn't want that too. I told myself I wouldn't. " don't doubt yourself" and I spoke " it's hard. I don't know what to do. One minute I think it's all gonna work out the next it feels like everyone would be better off without me." And they gave me this look of seriousness " don't speak like that rhis you know that's not true please you're what holds us together. Scarlett messed up i don't have an excuse for her but tell her that. Tell her how she's made you feel don't hold it in" and I sighed and nodded. I ended up falling asleep on peters shoulder. We had decided to watch simpsons because it's my comfort show. Peter also fell asleep not long after me Because it had been a long day. The other two followed straight after.

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How we feeling did I do this right?

I dunno if this is good because so don't like talking about feelings and well I dunno what the fuck to write even tho this is far from my life. Like me to the fucking moon far but yet I still write.

So I've wrote where they see each other and I don't like it so I'm planning on changing it which I've never done I always write and it's done. This chapter I feel needs to be right but it's got two different ending right now but I'm gonna write a completed new one.

Remember to drink water
And that my messages are always open
And to give you're eyes a break!

Till the next chapter my loves❣️