Chapter seventy-four

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Scarlett's POV

I was trying to fight waking up. I could feel my baby in my arms I knew she was still sleeping. But I knew if I woke up that meant she would too and I didn't wanna move. I was Always  told when I was a new mum that I shouldn't co-sleep but fuck that now. I honestly don't think I'm gonna be sleeping in my own bed for a while. Not when my baby needs me. I wanna do a day for just me and her when we're back in New York. I wanna work on our relationship. Which is my first priority at the moment. I dunno how to forgive myself for what I did, I don't think I can. But I have too for her because she needs me to be her mum more then ever. I need to do this not for anyone but her. I love that little girl more then anything and I'm gonna show her that. It all felt like a dream. Like this child in my arms would just disappear. She's safe here in my arms I just really wish she wasn't waking up right now.

Rhislett's POV

I awoke slowly and I really was tired. I was planning on going back to sleep so I didn't even open my eyes but by my mums breathing I could tell she was awake. I didn't wanna move so I snuggled my face into her more which made her grip tighten on me. " morning baba" and I smiled against her chest " morning momma" and I couldn't help the yawn that left my mouth. " you still sleepy baby?" And I just nodded against her. " go back to sleep love I'll be here enjoying my rhisey cuddles" and I was definitely blushing but she couldn't see me. I put my hand around her too and moved closer. Mum was humming and I could feel it which that lulled me back to sleep. I just felt this weight being taken off me as I drifted off. My last thought was to not let this be a one time thing.

I awoke again slowly and I had changed positions. Mum was on her back while my head laid on her chest. I had my arms around her and had one arm over my hip. She was holding her phone scrolling thru emails. I didn't move I just had my eyes opened reading along with her. I dunno if she knew I was awake but she didn't say anything. I read a few of her emails they were different projects and brands wanting to work with her. I noticed her manger had sent all these emails to her. There was one for a sequel to sing 2 which I definitely shouldn't of seen because it says confidently. " pretend you didn't see that baby girl" she said and I turned my head " how long have you known I was awake." And she smiled " when you're grip on me tightened and also I saw you're eyes open in the screen reflection which just confirmed it. But you're warm and I Didnt want you to move" and I moved slightly to adjust myself but Scarlett whined " why?!" And I laughed " I thought you was joking about the cuddles mum" and she gasped " baby girl I'd never joke about cuddles. Cuddles with you are my favourite thing" and I coudnt help but smile and then as always the door opened and Chris came in with breakfast? Okay that's new. " hey I knew Scarlett would probably be holding you hostage so I brought you both breakfast." And I smiled and got up. Scarlett didn't mind because I am was sat right next to her still but I mean I had to sit up to eat my muffin. " I feel like we should be encouraging her to eat fruits for breakfast not chocolate muffins" Scarlett said and Chris nodded and I turned to them Both and pouted " I thought you loved me" and she pulled me into her " ofcourse I do baby maybe the chocolate muffins can stay between us just don't tell you're grandmothers" and I smiled. Chris handed me my water bottle " well it's at least a balance with water so we can't really be mad" Chris tried to reason. " what do we plan on doing today?" And Scarlett was making her thinking face " we could take the kids to the beach?" And I shifted a little which I think Scarlett noticed " we can play a game of football here and invite Robert and Lizzie?" And I smiled " I like that we can Have A movie night with them and Robbie and Susan can come!" Scarlett and Chris just smiled at me because I was acting like a child on Christmas and when I realised what they were doing I backed gave a shy smile " we don't have too-" and Scarlett spoke " nope we're doing it I want that smile back" and I smiled wide at her because I really did wanna play football and have a movie night. Scarlett cupped my face with one hand and smiled at me. " I'll go call them now and make sure if they do have plans they change them because my bubs will get her day!" And I smiled at him and he gave me a goofy one back. He got up and left us with our breakfast. Scarlett turned the tv on and we watched simpsons. " why do you like this show so much baba?" And I didn't know how to answer because it was very linked to my childhood. " erm well it was on one of the free shows in England and it played most of the day so it was the only thing I could watch. No matter what it was the one constant thing I had. I always knew at the end of the day Homer was still a drunk and that wouldn't change." And she nodded " you didn't have kids shows?" And I nodded " I did at Isa and peters houses. We had Disney and Nickelodeon but at the homes and most of our foster parents they didn't have those channels unlocked. So it was either the news or friends and simpsons and well I have probably watched most of both shows episodes." And she nodded " what was you're favourite Disney show?" And I smiled " wizards of Waverley place." And she smiled " fennon loved that too when she was little." And I nodded it was the best show. Alex Russo was who I wanted to be when I was older. She was always so cool. And she took every situation and tried to fix it. She was also shit at expressing her feelings so maybe I am like her. Except her relationship with her mum was better then mine. We just ate our breakfast and watched the tv in silence until all three boys finally came in with there breakfast to join us. " drop food on my bed and I'll kill you." And isa glared at me " did you warn you're mother the same way" and I tuned and smiled sweetly at my mum just to irritate him " momma please don't make a mess" and she giggled " ofcourse not monkey" and I turned back to Isaac with a smile. " Isaac remember when we went to the cinema and you fell down and you're nachos went everywhere." And he actually laughed with me and said " oh don't remind me it was the worst thing ever!" And I laughed with him until he got a call. It was aunt Maria who was now saying hello but I saw the smile on her face when she saw Scarlett next to me. She knew how much this meant to me.

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I did rush this abit but it's because I have work tomorrow and I'm tired.

Sooooo
M
Remember to drink water
And that my messages are always open x
Don't forget to give you're eyes a break.
I suggest taking a few minutes to just think about  just anything.


Till the next chapter my loves❣️

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