Their's ( Evannsons twins)

Chapter one hundred and fifteen

Rhislett's POV

I woke up feeling a little drained. Yesterday was a very draining day so I'm glad all I have to do is try clothes on today. I was getting out of bed and I went down to see my mother and rose sat at the kitchen table. " rhisey!" Rose squealed and I smiled " hey kid how are you?" And she smiled " good gotta do homework" and I looked over and it was a drawing of people? " who is it?" I asked and she looked at mum and then mum nodded " my teacher asked us to draw our family. So this is me with mama and papa. And then there's aunt Lizzie and uncle Chris. And dodger. And then Harry and you are over here" and she showed me where everyone was and me and Harry's were the ones next to rose. I smiled  up at her " I think you've done an amazing job kiddo" and I knew that meant a lot to her and it was a good drawing. I mean my rainbow hair was fucking adorable. " how are you feeling baby?" And I gave a small smile " sore" and she pouted she handed me her hot water bottle " put this on you're back it'll help" and I nodded and took it from her. I knew it'd help so I wasn't gonna complain.

Me and mom left the house after matka came to collect my two siblings. She came in today to say congrats to me herself. It meant a lot to me that she went out of her way for me. We got the set and well I had to show my badge again. There were some people with cameras outside so I hide my face in my hand. I wasn't wanting anyone to see me. I'm pretty sure I'll get killed that's a spoiler isn't it.

We got into the trailers and well I had met my team. Alex, taylor and Louis. They were my make up artist, hair stylist and My stylist. So I was happy to get to meet them. " so with outfits we have a few. You're just gonna try them on and we'll see how they look and if you're comfortable" taylor said and I nodded. I went into the back and the first outfit was black and it was a 2 piece. It was comfy and I went out and they all definitely approved of it. Mum was also judging because she scared us all and we can't say no. The next one was backless and I didn't wanna wear it. I mean not for the movie. I went out and did a little twirl and tried to get out of there as fast as I could. It was pretty just not for me. The third one was a one piece and it was purple and I thought I looked like I was wearing a balloon. And by everyone's faces they didn't like it.

" I like the second one" mum said and I shook my head " I think the first looked better can we go with that" and we'll have we ever known my mother to drop something. " the second one looked good though" and I got abit agitated because I just wanted her to drop it " I like the first one." I said getting up and leaving the room. I had to calm myself down before I said something bad. I walked to my trailer and I tried to take deep breaths. " Rhislett Isla" I heard from behind me. Oh for fuck sake. " you don't talk to me like that and then leave! That was incredibly rude I was just helping" and I turned around " I didn't ask for you're help!" I said she looked taken aback and I saw the sadness wash over her face. That calmed me down " I'm sorry I just don't wanna wear it let it go" and she looked at me " why don't you?" And I scoffed " I don't want to!" And she scoffed this time " Rhislett you're acting like a child that isn't getting there way. There something else" and I kinda lost my shit. " because I don't wanna show my back okay?!" And she was now confused And i was full of regret. " what's wrong with you're back?" I sighed and shook my head " nothing please" and she wasn't gonna let this go. " rhisey baby talk to me" and we'll I did want to tell her. But not when I'm forced into it not today. " I just it's not something I want to talk about today mum. Please I'll tell you soon just not after I've almost broke down" and she came over to me and pulled me into her " baby I can't help if I don't know but take you're time" and innodded I would tell her. Probably tomorrow or even the day after but I will just not after I've yelled at her. " I love you mum and I'm sorry for being rude infront of other people" and she kissed my forehead " I know you are baby I'm not mad I just didn't know what had happened to you" and I nodded it was fair I did act like abit of a baby. There was a better way of doing it.

We needed up going back and talking to my team aNd I did get my way with the first costume. Mum didn't say anything after that and honestly I just didn't feel like talking. I didn't know how she'd take it. And if she's gonna chuck it back in my face. That's what will be unforgivable if she used my trauma against me. But I don't wanna think that about her. She's supposed to protect me and love me and since the talk she's done that but I'm scared and it's my own self doubt. I really wanna tell Lizzie. It feels like I'm losing to her and that's the last thing I ever wanna do. I can't lie to my mum cos she's a human lie detector but I could lie to Lizzie but the guilt. It hurts me. I'm gonna face my fears.

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