Their's ( Evannsons twins)

Chapter ninety-two

Rhislett's POV

I was just sat on my bed. I felt so angry and I can't stop crying. I just stared at my hands while my tears rolled. I heard my door open and I looked up. Her. What the fuck did she want now.

" what do you want" I glared at her and she gave me a look of sadness. " I'm sorry rhisey-" and I scoffed " oh it's rhisey now. Sorry I thought I was selfish. Just get out Scarlett" and she shook her head " no baby I'm sorry I let my anger get the best of me please-" and I wiped the tears away. " no! Don't you dare come in here and do that mother crap. You made it clear what I am to you anger or not. I'm not doing this! Why are you even here I put you're kid in danger" and she said " Harrison just told me it was his. Why did you take the blame" and I shrugged " what difference does it make? I don't care if you don't want me but he does." And she looked really guilty but I didn't know what to say without it being something rude. " I do want you! You're my baby" and I just gave her this look of disbelief " what kind of fucked up game is this to you. You're not my mum! You never were! So get out and leave me alone" and she tried to walk towards me but as she came closer she picked her hand up. I didn't know what was happening so I flinched and braced myself for her to hit me. When it never came I opened my eyes I couldn't stop the tears now. " did- I would never hit you rhisey why would you-" and I shook my head " leave me alone please" I said with my voice breaking. " I'm not leaving you here like this why did you think I'd hurt you" and I shook my head " maybe I'd tell you if you cared. Just go away Scarlett you're kid needs you." And she clenched her jaw " stop saying that! You're my kid!" And I laughed " do you have amnesia you said those exact words downstairs. You're kid! She's in the other room. I'm Chris daughter remember?" And she  frowned " I- I didn't mean it like that though." And I frowned " you never do" I whispered. " all you do is show me how I'm the kid you didn't want. I know okay I've heard it before how everyone wants harrsion but I just drag him down. How I ruin everything for him." And she looked at me with utter disbelief " that's not- rhisey that's not what happened. That's not true. Who told you that?" And I realised  what I'd said. Fuckkkkk." Nothing just go Scarlett" and she looked determined " I'm not going anywhere until I make this better" and I laughed " how? How are you going to make any of this better! I can't trust you. You don't know fuck all about me." And she frowned " I do" and I said " okay what's my favourite colour? Huh? What did I wanna be when I was 7?  What's the one wish I made every night for a better part of a decade?" And she looked down. " that's what I thought. It's ocean blue. I wanted to be a paediatric surgeon. And I wished to have a mum who would love and protect me. I stopped when I realised that was never gonna happen. And then When you came into my life I thought maybe it had turns out god just played a sick joke on me" and I turned around and walked towards the bathroom. " don't be here when I get out" and I slammed the door shut.

Scarlett's POV

How do I fix this?  I can't I just broke her like Chris said. She deserves better then me. I don't know how many times I'm just gonna hurt her and expect her to forgive me. She's a human. She my baby girl and I have this feeling in my stomach. One that's making me feel sick.I just mess it up.

But one thing was for sure I wasn't giving up on her. Not in a million years. I left the room because I wanted to say bye to rose before she left. Her dad was talking with Chris and Lizzie. Harrison was in his room the door was shut so I just got rose ready to go. " mama you made my sissy sad" rose said and I didn't know if I should frown or smile. " I promise I will make it better rose bud" and she searched my eyes for a lie and then said something that shocked me. " she just wants you." And I nodded becuse this seven year old was better at this then me. Romain gave me a sympathetic smile and took rose with no questions. I think Chris may have filled him in on my rampage. " I'm going to talk to her" Chris said and Lizzie followed him. I know there both mad at me but I'm hoping they'll get her to at least consider me as her mum again. Yes I know I have a long way to go god I fucking hate myself right now for this. I went into the gym because it was outside and far away from the house. I just cried everything was going great with her. And I fucked up. She needed me. She still does I can tell I dunno how I've been so blind. She's just a kid. God I've messed up again! I have to talk to her properly no more of this bullshit I've been doing I'm her mother and every other way I've tried hasn't worked so the good old truth. What's the worst that can happen she already hates me. Not much can change I just hope she gives me the chance to talk to her. Romain texted me to let me know he's keeping rose until I fix things with Rhislett which was his harsh way of getting me to get my head out my ass and fix things with my eldest girl.

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Hiiiii ladies and maybe gentlemen?

I'm not actually sure and also I don't wanna assume anyones genders.

So for my non binary readers hello to you guys.

I always like to think I'm educated until I have to actually do something and then everything just goes out the window.

Welll soooo you guys what's sand I said if enough of you signed so here you go

I am going to have Scarlett work her ass of because our kiddo knows her worth

Remember to drink water
And that my messages are always open
And give you're eyes a little break

Till the next chapter my loves❣️