Chapter one hundred and thirty two

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Rhislett's POV 

trigger warning ⚠️

I was ready. I was ripped. I'm acting like I'm gonna fight in a fucking war. I'm here stood hyping myself up acting like my ass isn't coming back. It's Lizzie for fuck sake she's like a human rainbow. Although she scares the crap out of me sometimes I love her and she loves me. And if Scarlett can take this crap well Lizzie can too. Out of eveyone Lizzie is who I know will keep me first. She's never ever put me any less. And that's why I know she's gonna be good with Helping me.

I didn't wanna do it alone that's why mums getting her up here. Jesus how awake would that be. ' yeh Lizzie can you come upstairs please I wanna talk to you about my childhood trauma real quick' oh the field day I'd have with it. I'm cringing because that's how id say it and then id scar her for life. No I gotta be careful with how I tell her because with mum it just came out with this I'm actually thinking about it. I don't want her to Taney or hate me and I keep having to fight of them thoughts. Mum needs to get that women up here now or I'm gonna lose my shit.

Scarlett's POV

Now how the fuck do I get her upstairs. No wonder rhis left this to me I don't even know what to say. ' hey yeh my child also you're god child wants to talk to you about how that sick fuck abused her' yeh Lizzie's gonna lose her shit. I dunno if she will even go upstairs. Okay how do I get her upstairs first. She's sat with the boys talking. " hey liz can You come in here real quick" I yelled hopefully that's sounded urgent enough for her to come but boring enough for the others not too. She appeared into the door way and gave me a questioning look. I walked forward and checked where the boys were and they were busy talking about football. " what re you doing weirdo" Lizzie said and I rolled my eyes and pulled her into the kitchen. " rhisey wants to talk to you in her room" and Lizzie gave me a confused and concerned look " what? I'd she okay?" And I actually hesitated how do I answer " erm well she's okay just wants to talk to you" and she nodded but I don't wanna send her in thinking it's a nice conversation when it's probably gonna be the worst thing she's heard. " erm well it's a big talk liz I don't want you going in blind but I can't say anything because it's not my place" and she nodded I think she may have caught on to watch I was trying to say. I'm fucking hoping she has or I look like an idiot. " where is she?" And I looked up " in her room I'll distract tweedle Dee and tweedle dumb don't worry" and she nodded pulling me into a hug " I'll head up now" and she let me go and walked upstairs but she looked back at me. I have her my best reassuring smile maybe it was more for myself. This is a hard conversation especially for my baby. Please god let this be easy.

Rhislett's POV

Okay I'm like debating to jump out of that damn window or not. I mean the amount of times I've thought I've legging it. Well actually I'm more aware of where we are and I know the way to matka's from here so I could just Yano run. Pretty sure mum would have a heart attack and send the FBI looking for me but hey we move. And I opened my window not that high actually. And then my door opened " please don't tell me you're escaping I won't tell you're mother" and I giggled " I'm not I was actually never mind" and she smiled at me and I smiled back. We just stared at each other and I knew I was gonna need to take the lead. I walked to the bed and sat down. She joined me without saying anything and I smiled at her. " I've already spoke about this and yet I don't have the words" and she broke her smile and nodded " take you're time we don't have to talk about anything at all my darling" and I nodded " no I want too." And she took my hands and I smiled because mum had done the same thing. " when we were 8 we got fostered by a man called mr Williams. He just wanted Harry he only wanted a son. I just came along because we couldn't be separated." And I stopped to take a breath. I did not want to cry but my eyes were getting teary. Lizzie was trying to comfort me and I knew I was okay. " erm he was distant at first eh didn't really do much with me. But he started to drink and he was angry a lot. He would blame everything that went wrong on me and he started to take his aggression out on me." She went slightly wide eyed she wanted to prepare herself for what was coming. I just don't know if she's prepared for it all. I took a big breath and started again " he took me down to the basement and hurt me down there so Harry wouldn't know. And then he would leave me down there. The more it went on the worse it got. The more he hit me the longer he left me down there" and I looked up to see her holding back tears. She looked so angry. I knew it wasn't at me so I kept going " he came down one night I thought he was gonna let me back up. He'd hit me with whatever he had. The belt a bat or there was a metal rod from the trampoline down there that he once used. But he always used his hands like it was satisfying him. I was always so scared when I heard the floor boards upstairs make a noise. I didn't even care about being hungry or the pain I just wanted to be away from him. I'd have done bathing to be away from him. I was to scared to say anything when I did get out of there because I thought he'd get me and not let me leave the basement ever again. But one night it got bad. He was out of it completely and he came down. Harry hadn't won his football game that day and he blamed me. I host been upstairs for 3 days but it was somehow my fault. He hit me harder the he ever had. I knew I'd have a broken leg and arm because I couldn't love either of them. But then he gave me this look and I knew somehow it was gonna get worse." I stopped trying to calm myself down if wnastbtagt I was gonna cry it was everything coming back to me and I felt so overwhelmed. Lizzie was just staring at me with a blank expression but that vain on her forehead was massive and I knew she was pissed. " he erm he pulled some to the dirty mattress I was in so much pain from it because everything hurt. I was half out of it. He erm was above me and I knew what was going to happen. I couldn't stop him. I couldn't move I just stayed there and he raped me. I knew that was it I couldn't do this anymore so when he left me down theee tree and the door was open I somehow got myself up and out of there. It hurt so bad but I guess I didn't think of anything except getting out of there. I got to the neighbours and I passed out but I woke in the hospital. When I saw eveyone stood there I knew I'd gotten out but then there was all the questions and I didn't know what to say. But my body told the story."

Lizzie's POV......





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I wish I'd left Scarlett's reaction like this

Oh well now you have to wait😩


I'm evil


Remember to drink water
My messages are always open
Give you're eyes a break




Till the next chapter my loves❣️

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