Chapter ninety- one

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Rhislett's POV

I couldn't stop the tears falling but as I got to the top of the stairs I was the little blonde. " rhisey? Why are you crying? Why's mama yelling?" And I tried to smile but I couldn't stop crying " it's okay baby doll everything fine go back into you're room until a grown up comes to get you" and she nodded and walked back into her room. I started to shake and I ran into my room with my hand over my mouth. Her kid. It just kept going round in my head. Why couldn't she love me.

I heard my door open and I was not in the mood. " frogger-" and I didn't hold back " NO! Don't frogger me you idiot. What the fuck harrsion?!" He shut the door and said " why did you take the blame?! She just lost her shit at you for something you didn't even do! I hid it in the back of my sock draw I swear!" And I grabbed my pillow and started hitting him. It was helping me get ride of these emotions. " you. Fucking. Bastard. You. Should . Of . Hide. It.better!" And he didn't stop me from hitting him. " Lizzie can't even look at me! She probably think I'm a liar and hates me just as much as Scarlett. Chris probably wants nothing to did with me and my own fucking mother doesn't even love me! So don't frogger me harrsion when I always put you first!" And he looked so guilty right now " what do you mean?" And I scoffed my tears flowing freely. " all I've ever done was put you first! I never said no to you and I never wanted to be the reason you were upset! You don't Know anything about what I did for you!" I said. " Rhislett what are you talking about" I couldn't hold back. " you always wanted a dad! And when mr Williams fostered us you were over the moon I was too because I thought someone was gonna care for us. But no ofcourse nothing works out for me." And he asked " what do you mean?" And I gave him a cold stare " while you played football with you're pretend dad I was locked in that basement starved and beaten." And his face went even paler. " No. I would have noticed I mean I know he treated you like shit that's why we left there but" and I shook my head " but you didn't. He dragged me down to that basement whenever he felt like it. He left me there for however long he wanted. He's beat me over and over again because I was born! He told me he didn't want me that I was only there because they wouldn't separate us. That I brought you down." And harrsion had a tear roll down his face. " he told Me you were sleeping over at his sisters. He always said that. And I didn't even question it omg." And I could see the pieces of the puzzle fitting together in his head. He looked up at me and said " I knew you'd been thru something. I didn't know it was this" and I couldn't tell him the rest. No matter how bad I wanted too this wasn't even supposed to be known to him. I never wanted him to feel guilty. Even by telling him a lighter version of what happened he still is like this.

Chris's POV

I wasn't sure what to do when she walked out of that room. I knew that the vaping was bad but Scarlett didn't handle that well. She didn't have to yell. She she didn't have no right to speak to my daughter like that. Even if she's her mother. She was too angry that she didn't even notice the fear and hurt in her child's eyes. Any progress, any trust Rhislett had in her was definitely gone. " you did not have to speak to her the way you just did" I said to Scarlett who looked like she'd calmed down a lot from her outburst but was still mad. " she put rose in danger" and Lizzie spoke " I- I can't believe it's hers. She promised me and-" and Scarlett face changed into something sadder " she told you" and Lizzie just nodded " I caught them both back in England. They handed them over to me and promised they wouldn't do it again. Well Rhislett did harrsion just nodded. I caught her with one again and she said she had brang it with her as a just in case but she hadn't used it. She said she didn't plan on using it she just took it out to give to me. I don't think it's hers Scarlett" and I saw the anger slipping away from those green eyes. " well even if it's not it doesn't change what you just said to her Scarlett" and she looked at me with those green eyes full of guilt as she replays what she said in her head. . " you just broke our daughter Scarlett". Scarlett said " she- she said it was hers she admitted it." And then I heard a voice " to protect me. It was mine mum" and we all turned towards harrsion who looked like he'd been crying.

Scarlett's POV

When I saw the door close I felt so much anger just go. But it was replaced with guilt. No matter how angry I was at her I didn't have any right to say that to her. I just kept re playing it all and I felt my heart breaking. What did I just do!? I felt sick. All the anger I was feeling was directed at myself. She had every right to tell me I meant nothing to her. Everything I just did was unforgivable. But she had done it. She needed to be punished no matter how guilty I felt. Until Harrison admitted it was his. " what do you mean Harrison?" I asked in a calmer voice I don't need both my babies hating me. " why do you do that? Why did you just break her heart by saying she was selfish and irresponsible? You didn't even acknowledge her as you're child. You're daughter! But I just told you it's mine and you're calm. As if I've just told you the weather" and I let out a breath " I- I didn't mean any of that I let the anger take over me and I-" and harrsion looked at me with hurt and anger " she was just a kid. She was a kid." He whispered and fell to the ground sobbing. Chris was at his side within seconds holding him but he fought against it. I had a feeling he wasn't talking about what just happened. He looked up at me with tears in his eyes " she was just a kid. She's still a kid. And yet you forget that she needs you just as much as anyone else. She's upstairs right now planning on going back to England because she thinks you don't love her. She thinks that's she a burden on us all." And I shook my head. " I'll go talk to her" and Lizzie stopped me " no Scarlett I don't think you should. Not yet anyway. Not after what just happened. Chris and I will go" and I shook my head at them " no I did this to my baby im gonna fix it I can't lose her again" and harrsion whispered " I think you already did" and I felt everything in me shatter. " Harry I'll deal with you're punishment later. Call roses dad and tell him to collect her." I said as I made my way upstairs. " I have to try. She's my daughter".

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Yeh no still gonna be drama👀😏

I've like written these chapters in the last two hours just so I kept the anger I felt.

I really put myself in this situation right now. But yeh I've had a lot of different version of this in my head but this is what I wrote.

Remember to drink water
And that my messages are always open
And give you're eyes a break

Till the next chapter my loves❣️

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