Their's ( Evannsons twins)

Chapter one hundred and three

Scarlett's POV

I sat here with my baby in my arms. How did I let it happen. If I was there if I hadn't let her go then maybe she'd have been okay. I can't imagine what it is she isn't telling me because this broke my heart. She needs me more then I've realised and I can't let her down. I won't let her down. I've spent too much time in my own head it's time to wake up. She's still my baby girl and I'm her mother. The mother that needs to protect her. I need her to know that.

" baby I wanna say something" and I felt her nod against my chest. " what we've discussed today and whatever you choose to tell me going forward it stays between us. No one you don't want to know is gonna know. You're mental health is important darling and you're my priority. But please talk to me. Tell me even if you think it's silly. Promise me that" I was practically pleading with her at this point because I needed her to promise me. " I promise mama" and I smiled to myself. At least I have that. " look at me pumpkin." And she did. I didn't want her to move but can't complain I asked her. " you are my baby. I'll protect you" and she smiled at me and I saw those blue eyes. " really funny how full circle we've come" she sniffled while laughing and I think that's the most adorable thing I've seen even if she's got red eyes and a tear stained face. I couldn't help the chuckle that left my lips. " at least you're looking on the bright side" and she smiled " well I look a mess and I'm acting like a child I have too" and my smile dropped " don't say that okay. You have every right to feel and act how you want and if I get cuddles out of it and get to baby you I am definitely not complaining." And she giggled at me. " come one I probably look as bad as you do" I said picking her up and taking her to the bathroom. I'm very happy she's so small because carrying her and babying her is easier. " so I do look a mess thanks mum" and I smiled wide she's calling me mum. I think she knew why I was smiling  and she kissed my cheek. " thanks for the chat" she whispered and I couldn't help but kiss her forehead. I washed my face  With her and we tried to sort ourselves out.

Rhislett's POV

Well me looking a mess was a understatement. I felt this weight lifted of my shoulders at telling her. Like I actually felt lighter. This wasn't gonna be easy in the slightest because I'm already over thinking. I mean what if she's just saying this. What if she tells my dad. Jesus what if she wants me to see a therapist? Hell no. I can forgive but I dunno if I can forget. What she said is always gonna be there but I have to try move past. Not for her but for myself. That's not healthy. I don't do self pity and I refuse to have her pity me. I want her help not pity. Maybe she's not putting me yet but if I tell her about mr Williams she damn well will. They always do.

She wanted me to talk how hard is that? That's a rhetorical question because it's fucking hard.usually when I'm
Feeling lost I go to my spot. And well we're home so I can. But she won't let me go alone. Maybe I don't need to.

" sca-mum?" And she turned with a worried look. " I wanna go somewhere. And well I know you won't let me leave without an adult so can you come with me?" And she smiled and nodded. I got her keys and headed out of the house I didn't want anyone to see my face because well you can tell I've been crying and I don't wanna talk anymore.

Scarlett's POV

well I'm glad she at least will let me come. She didn't just leave although I would of let her go. As long as she kept her location on so I knew where she was. But I wasn't gonna say no to taking her not after my whole speech of being there when she wanted me. I walked into the kitchen and Lizzie looked up at me with a smile and then it dropped " what happened?!" She asked and we'll I'm assuming I still look a mess. I shook my head and sniffed " I'm fine it's my daughter who isn't." And she looked at me with so much concerns she really was the best god mother. And she was going to be the best mother. I walked towards her nad she put her arms around me " she told me some stuff. Not everything because she said she wasn't ready which I don't know how it can get worse from what she told me. How do I support her Lizzie. I can't even hold it together she deserves better then me" I said with tears now flowing down my face but Lizzie wiped them with a small smile " she opened up to you?!" She asked nad I nodded " she did. She told me some stuff and I can't believe I didn't know because if I did I could of changed it. It explains a lot and I'm scared for what she hasn't told me." And she nodded " I'm pleased she told you but you're her mother okay. Whatever feels right you may doubt yourself but you know how to comfort you're baby. Remember she was a newborn and would just cry but you knew every reason. You knew when the nappy was too tight. You knew when she was still hungry. You knew when she wanted cuddles. You know her that hasn't changed just trust your else's and it'll come." And I nodded " you're too good at this Olsen" and she smiled wide " for my god daughter is do anything and for my best friend" and I smiled as she kissed my forehead " where is she?" And I gave her a small smile " she wants to go somewhere. I'm not sure but I couldn't leave without letting you guys know so she's waiting in the car." And Lizzie nodded " go on I'll tell the boys you've gone for a drive" and I smiled and headed out. My baby was sat in the car with her glasses on and her music on loud. She was in the drivers side and I kinda wanted to take her driving. Maybe that could cheer her up abit. Just one lesson in a field maybe if I can find one. It'll put a smile on her face and we'll I can rub it in Chris's face that I have her a lesson. That would be perfect and a good bonding exercise.

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Elloooooo my readers

I'm giving like redemption

I can't right angst for too long I feel soft.

Now that I walk to you guys it makes me feel bad

The chat wasn't my best idea for that reason

Remember to drink water
And give you're eyes a break
And don't forget my messages are always open

Till the next chapter my loves❣️