My brothers hiding something?!?

what... how...

we had just gone to bed and Nate just got back from his house getting his clothes. i was thinkinh because i was having a new dream like the one about my hubby. exept this time nathen was killing shaney!!!! i was thinking about it because when i did have the dreams about carter he nearly died. and the only person even close to being a suspect WAS my bro. ya. but oh crap!

"CARTER GET THE CAR KEYS!!!! THE TRIPLETS ARE COMING!!!" we ran to the car. nathen was watching Shaney.

we were home in no time. but i was sad because tara couldnt come with us. she never could come home again. the cord wraped around her neck and before we relized it was there it had already stolen her life. it didnt hit me to hard. i had three others. and me and her didnt have the best connection.

when we got home we heard Shaney screaming and my brother moaning "no how noooo!"

they were in the kitchen. we me and carter ran in ther on the floor was shaney and carter holding her. she was all bloody so it was hard to tell what was really wrong.

"my baby!!!!" i ran to shaney and picked her up. i carried her to the car and alone drove her to the hospital. her curls were straitend and weirdly stiff like they had been sprayd with hairspray. carter was at home with Nathen. i wouldnt let them come because Carter would rage at the docters if they came in with bad news. so it was just me.

"MUM!!!" shaney screamed in pain.

"hold on baby." i said holding back the tears trying to stay calm.

carter and nathens cvn.

"ok what happened!"

"nothing we were getting a snack and the next thing i know is this guy has her on the floor. from that point its all a blurr."

"no i know that you did something.!! isnt it bad enough you tried to kill me nate!! why do you have to kill my kid.!! i coverd for you i told the cops AND alexis that it was some robber not you. and how do you re pay me... you kill my kid!!!!"

"i know i know just please calm down."

"CALM DOWN!!!HOW DO YOU EXCPECT ME TO CALM DOWN WHEN YOUR TRYING TO KILL US AND I CANT TELL ANYONE!!!"

"ya so whats our cover..."

"give me time. i cant believe you. we are brothers man and your black mailing me!"

back to Alexis 2 months later. and Shaney is... back at home safe and sound.

so i got home and Nathen and Carter was talking. i decides not to go in to the kitchen but to listen to their conversation insted.

"ok im not saying that Nathen."

"hey boys." i finally walked in after ten minutes of silence.

"hey babyyyyyy." carter came over to me.

"sooo what are we doing for our date tonight."

he swept me up stairs and took me to our room. nathen left btw.

"this he said closing the door.

the next day.

i went into the babys room to tend to them. when i got there nathen was in their room. i dont know what he was doing. he didnt notice me so i just watched.

he was doing somthing with Shaney. that made me think about the accident.

he put a soother in her mouth. but she doesnt use soothers. we figured that out after a month of having her. he then picked her up and tried to straighten her hair like her mommys. grandmas was curly thats were she got that. it frustrated him that it wouldnt stay straight.

"hey." i scared him and he dropped shaney!