Muted Mate

38.

{Swearing}

*Luke's POV*

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK

LUKE WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SUCH AN IDIOT

'You fuckin screwed up now fuckhead' Jackson growls at me

'Shut the fuck up asshole' I growl back

'All because I'm right and your wrong.' He snarls

'Gosh I hate you!' I yell at him and try to block him out

'No assfuck your not blocking me out so easily. I have a fur to pick on you! YOU not me YOU fucked up. You kissed Daisy back! NOT ONLY did you kiss her back but you said that you missed her lips. What the FUCK where you thinking! If she rejects us it's YOUR fault!' He screams.

The thought of her rejecting us is scary!

'HELL YES IT IS!! If she rejects us i Will NEVER EVER forgive you. I will die then you will too!! Now look what condition she's in. You made her do this to herself. You best come up with one fucking good apology Lucas!'

And with that he shuts me off all together.

I fucking hate my wolf!

I swear he's bloody fucked up!

'Hey dipshit I can hear you'

'Sorrynotsorry'

After that I make my way up to my room to check on Kat.

I didn't want her in another hospital, so I made the doctor check on her every 3 hours up in my room.

I take a look at my beautiful mate.

Bandages covering her arm, her face all pale, I changed her clothes for her, her hair all messy.

I'm just lucky she's still alive.

I don't know why I kissed Daisy back.

I don't know why I said what I said.

I just simply don't know.

I know she saw and I know that's this is what has caused it.

I know that she feels worthless, that I lied to her, only used her, fat, ugly, useless and stuff.

But she's none of that.

She is the most beautiful, caring, kind person I will ever meet! No anyone will every meet!

I hope in the bed next to her and start crying.

I'm so stupid.

I'm the reason why she's like this.

People like me don't deserve people like her.

"I'm so sorry Kat."

"I didn't mean for this to happen."

"I didn't mean to hurt you."

"I need to go."

"You don't deserve me."

"Goodbye Kat."

"I'll always want you."

"I'll always love you."

And with that I write a note.

Kiss the top of her head.

And left.