My Mama's Bestfriend (GL)

Chapter 12

Shizuka

It's been three days since the night I made love with Uji. And it's been also three days that she left.

Here I am, standing in my room at the third floor of my mansion. Staring blankly through the glass window, holding my cigarette extender and smoking through it.

"Hoy, nasaan si Dos? Ba't wala siya rito? Tatlong araw na ah! Anong ginawa mo sa kanya?!"

I keep on smoking. I heard nothing but a shouting reincarnation of Satan who lives with me in this fucking world and has a fucking life.

She's nothing but a fuck.

"Ano ba! Kanina pa kita kinakausap. Sumagot ka! 'Di ka ba talaga magtitino?!"

And I felt a pistol pressing hard against my head. I inhaled the cigarette once more then a smile crept across my face.

"Go, pull the trigger and you have your dreams. Isn't it great? Now is the time. Ano pang hinihintay mo? Pull the trigger and let's meet in hell."

"I'm already in hell because I'm with you," she hissed. Idiniin niya pa talaga sa ulo ko 'yong baril. "Dahil sa'yo, nagkanda-letse letse ang buhay ko at ngayon, may gana ka pang agawin kung ano ang akin!"

I turned around at nakatutok na sa noo ko ang baril. I only smirked at her then I blew the smoke on her face.

"Done talking? You're only good for nothing. Always talking shits and can't even pull a trigger. Go back to Japan and hug your Daddy Satan."

Siya naman ang tumawa.

This dumb ass bitch is a total psychopath.

"Die first, oldie. I'll gladly go back once I'm holding your head while dragging your lifeless body."

I looked straight to her eye. "You want an advice? Stop dreaming too much. Baka mamaya, 'di ka na magising. Mauna ka pang mamatay. Sayang naman kung 'di tayo sabay," and I turned around, inhaling my cigarette.

"I don't need your useless advice. Listen, stay away from Dos and I'll leave you alone. If you can't do that, who knows who's next to die. You're bestfriend, Yuriko? Sounds fun pero walang thrill kasi useless din naman 'yon. Pero pwede. Ano sa tingin mo?"

I remained silent kahit gustong-gusto ko na siyang basagin sa pader.

"The only thing that is waiting for you is the door. Next time, don't bring a pistol. Use a dagger instead. That's way better to kill me," I told her habang pinapanood ang ulap.

"Is that all? Wala ka bang ibang sasabihin? I heard that you and Dos were already in arranged marriage but the truth is, her tattoo on her chest is missing. Was it your family's brand? Without it, everything is nothing. Dos can be mine. Wala lang naman kung ano man ang meron kayong-

"Get out!" Sobra-sobra na ang pagtitimpi ko sa psychopath na babaeng 'to at kahit gustong-gusto ko ng pasabugin ang bungo niya ngayon ay pinigilan ko.

"Pakakasalan ko si Dos at ikaw? Mamamatay ka muna bago siya mapunta sa'yo," and I heard the loud bang of my door.

Napasapo na lang ako sa aking ulo dahil ang dami na lang laging problema. Halos hindi matapos-tapos.

In fact, sawang-sawa na akong mabuhay. Kung 'di lang dahil kay Uji, wala na akong balak pang magtagal rito.

Sa 15 years kong paghihintay sa kanya, umalis na ulit siya.
Hindi ko na naman maiwasang malungkot.

Hahanapin ko na lang ulit siya. Kukunin ko na sana sa drawer ang susi ng aking red Mazda nang biglang nag-ring ang phone ko.