we're just best friends | wroetoshaw

ten

i was sat waiting in the room behind where the sidemen were filming there tinder video. all these girls were beautiful.
"celeste your up" kon shouted at me. i jumped out my seat quickly walking past all the pretty girls wishing me luck.
"hey cel"
"oh hey tobes i'm so nervous"
"don't worry your gonna have to listen to our shit pick up lines"
"oh great, lucky me" i rolled my eyes jokingly.
"okay i gotta go good luck cel" tobi waved bye as i got ready in my position in front of the camera. i was used to being infront of the camera yet i was still really nervous.
"just say your name,age, what you do and where your from" i smiled back at kon.
"hi my names celeste, i'm 22 i do youtube for a living and live in london." the first person to step forward was ethan.
" i believe in following my dreams, can i have your instagram?"
"ethan you cheesy twat, and it's no can't hurt my bae faith like that" i say with a smile, he smiles back knowing this whole thing was a joke. great next turn was jj couldn't wait for this one.
"is your name winter because you'll be coming soon" my eyes widened.
"right okay um no please don't ever say that to me again" i heard his laugh which made everyone else go into hysterics as well. i loved that boy, his laugh just lit up the whole room. simon was up next. he was a bit of a dark horse you never know what to expect from him.
"with school, I just want an A. With you, I just want to F."
"okay mr smooth, yeah go on then" he happily walked over and stuck his middle fingers up to the other guys.
"don't get to cocky else you'll be joining them" he looked at me and gave me a death stare i laughed it off. time for the star.
"if you were a fruit you'd be a fine-apple"
"aww vikk your a sweetie go join simon"
"les gooo" he ran over and gave simon a hug whilst also giving ethan and jj the middle fingers. i shot him a pretend death stare and he stopped straight away and giggled. my best friend tobess was next.
" when i text you goodnight later, which phone number do i use" okay tobess is smooth bet he's pulled a few girls during this shoot.
"tobi i know you can do better than that join jj and ethan.
"please don't let this go to your head but do you want some?"
"sorry, what you can join those 3 save it for freya josh" i laughed and the others joined in. last but not least was harry, the one id been waiting for all the time i was here.
"you know, i had a pick-up line ready to go, but your so hot it just left my mind"
"wait that was it" he smile faded
"i'm jokinggg but seriously" i laughed his smile began to show up again and started walking towards the no side.
"hey who said you were going that side" he stopped in his tracks and turned round quickly.
"jokes get back on that side" he shook his head and laughed. that was it my part of the video done, and the end of the shoot. i was the last girl there. all the others had left. i waited for harry to get all his stuff together.
"hey cel, can i talk to you" josh walked over to me.
" of course, is everything okay?"
"yeah i just wanted to say thanks" i was confused i hadn't done anything.
"for what?"
"for helping harry, putting the smile back on his face. he's never late anymore and i think it's all down to you. all us boys owe you huge thanks" wow i didn't realise how much of an impact i had, had on harry. i wanted him to know he had the same impact on me.
"your very welcome josh. i better go find him actually he's supposed to be taking me home."
"oh didn't you know, he's just taken one of the girls he met today back to his" oh a feeling in my chest shattered. a feeling of a heart break, yet he wasn't even mine.
"great i have no way of getting home now" i sighed. i was good at guilt tripping and i could definitely make someone take me home.
"ill take you back i don't mind" tobess piped up from behind me.
"thanks tobi only if you don't mind?"
"of course not it would be my pleasure"

we walked over to his car and opened the door for me.
"why thank you mr. tobjizzl" i laughed. he connected his phone and started to play some rap music. i wasn't really into it i wasn't going to lie taylor swift and olivia rodrigo were more my thing. we sat in a comfortable silence as we drove back to my apartment. i looked out the window and watched the beautiful sunset turn into the enchanted night sky, it was truly magical.
"hey cel, we're here" tobi said whilst prodding my arm.
"oh thanks tobi just got lost in my thoughts for a second."
"it's okay i'll message you soon, bye cel" i jumped out the car, grabbed my mini bag and walked up the stairs to my apartment. i could do with the exercise. when i got to my apartment i walked straight in and collapsed onto the sofa, overthinking every little thing possible.

was harry actually in love with me?
was i in love with him?
was i just a rebound for him?
was he using that girl to get over me?

the thoughts just kept coming and coming and wouldn't leave. i grabbed a cushion and put it in front of my face and screamed. i couldn't see him with another women.