we're just best friends | wroetoshaw

twenty one

TW: mention of SA

Celeste's pov:

i woke up in bed from the faint ringing of my phone. i checked to see who the name was. great it was harry. i picked it up hoping he had something good to say.

H: hi cel, that insta post it wasn't me it was milly please believe me I'd never would do anything to hurt you.

C: right sure and why would she do that?

H: she's a bitch cel, she forced me to go i would've stayed overnight just to make sure you were okay. please its gone, I'm so sorry.

C: it's okay Harry it's fine anyways i just need to move on you're in a happy relationship, you deserve happiness.

H: Celeste listen she's controlling i can't stay with her, she'd give me hell if i ever broke up with her as well

C: How is she controlling? because as far as I'm concerned i was the one in the abusive relationship.

H: Celeste please, how do you break up with someone controlling?

C: how the fuck am i supposed to know i just ran away from everything, anyways I've got to go now for my first therapy session. I'll talk to you later harry.

i sighed as i hung up the phone before he could say anything else. i just wanted everything with him and milly to go to the back of my mind, i didn't want there relationship get in the way of me getting better. i got up out of bed and put the duvet on neatly so it looked somewhat presentable.  i walked over to my tiny on suite bathroom which was miniscule by the way. it could barely even fit a shower, sink and toilet. i turned on the shower as i got undressed, the water splashed on my face giving me the chills of being at Brighton with everyone again. Life was so much easier back then, no falling in love with each other, no arguments. just peaceful bliss. we should really all go on holiday again together. where times were fun and not stressful. when YouTube wasn't in control of our lives. i quit all the thinking when the shower turned off. i guess that's why they call it shower thoughts for a reason. my clothes were scattered all over the floor so i picked up the first clean jumper i found and a pair of Primark leggings.

knock knock

''come in'' i beckoned. Faith opened the door gingerly as she sat down on my bed.

'how are you after seeing Harry's insta post?' i looked up at her with a confused look, i didn't know what to feel. happy? sad? confused?

'I'm not really sure to be honest he called me up this morning going on about how controlling milly is and how he wants to break up with her.' Faith broke her eye contact with me.

'Faith what's wrong?'

'the night JJ found you harming yourself, Milly tried to get Harry to sleep with her. he kept saying no and she kept pulling him into our spare room, he had to raise his voice at one point which finally made her let go and he ran outside. i went after him and he told me everything she's been doing to him, She's a manipulative bitch cel. He also told me he's in love with you and not her' i stopped picking at my nails and looked up at her with wide eyes.

'Milly attempted to sexually assault Harry, and he's still with her. so she posted that on his Instagram to get back at me for being in love with him. that nasty little bitch. I'm going over there right now to give her a piece of my mind.'

'cel don't you could make it worse'

'Faith she attempted to sexually assault him what am i meant to do? sit around watching her control his life with her fucking fingers. I'm off, you can come or not. '

'I'm coming I'd been hoping you'd say that i wanna beat that little bitch up too' i laughed as we walked out the door ready to give that little sket a warning she'll never forget.

We arrived at Harry's i barged straight in to see Cal get the shock of his life when i walked in.

'you alright cel? you look your about to kill someone' he laughed and then quickly stopped when he saw the expression on my face hadn't changed.

'oh trust me she is' faith said, we both walked over to Harry's door which was slightly open. we peered round the door and saw harry trying to lay down whilst milly was up and pacing round the room.

'oi you bitch' i walked in shouting. they both turned there heads up towards me.

'you alright cel?' harry asked me with a concerning look.

'I'm great just wanna have it out with this one right here' i pointed and stared at Milly trying to pull of her best innocent look.

'don't even play innocent babe we know what you've been doing to Harry, attempting to have sex with him when he clearly didn't want you to and second of all trying to ruin his friendships with everyone. your a controlling bitch who always wants to get her own way.' i looked over at Faith proud, she was fucking great at these shouting things.

'i haven't done anything have i bog?' she grabbed his arm and started to dig her nails into them.

'Milly just get off me, there saying all the right things your a manipulative bitch. why don't i show them all the marks you've caused me.' He pulled up his shirt, he had bruises all along his chest, bite marks and nails being dug in marks. i walked straight over to her and slapped her around the face. Her mouth flew open and she punched me in the nose. blood started pouring out, as i went to wipe it Faith flew at her and punched her round the back of the head.

'cel you alright?' harry asked running to get some tissues.

'I'm fine, are you?'

'I'll survive' i pulled him in for a brief hug. Milly ran straight towards me but was stopped from me punching her straight back in the nose. She fell to the ground with blood pouring out of her nose. i sat her up and put her up on Harry's bed. I knelt down in front of her and said:

'hope you've learnt your lesson now babe' she got up and practically ran out the door. She was gone and hopefully for a long time, i just wished harry had told me and it could've been over sooner.

'cel, you look extremely pale you need to sit down.' faith said trying to make me sit down. she took my hand.

'yeah I'm good my nose is just kinda numb' i laughed.

'i'll get you an icepack' faith walked off out the room to find something.

'why'd you do all that cel? you know you didn't have to.' i was gonna tell him the truth.

'because i fucking love you Harry...'