we're just best friends | wroetoshaw

thirty two

we arrived back at faith and Ethan's house and i ran straight to their bathroom. i kept looking over that post reading every comment.

she's too incapable of looking after herself let alone a child

she's so ugly and fat hopefully the baby doesn't turn out like her

she's a cheat, once a cheater always a cheater

i cried heavily into my knees and slouched against the door, wrapping myself up. i couldn't bare it.

"hey cel, you alright? it's eth" i heard from outside the door. i stood up, wiped my tears away and let him in. as soon as i saw him my fave changed and there it came the tears again. "i'm so sorry he's a fucking twat for believing 12 year olds over you."

"i'm fine don't worry, i always knew he'd leave me it's okay" i half heartedly smiled.

"you were too good for him i promise now faiths made you some pancakes, let's go eat" he smiled at me to which i returned one of the most genuine smiles id done in a while.

he grabbed my hand and dragged me into the kitchen where i smelt the delicious iconic faith pancakes.

"these smell amazing faith" i said grinning happily. these two always seemed to take my mind off everything thing going on around me.

a pounding at the door was heard and i saw Ethan and faith give confused faces too each other.

"i'll get it" i offered to which neither objected. i took my hand out of Ethan's and walked over the the front door. gingerly, i opened it slowly to see the one person i didn't want to see. harry.

"celeste i'm so sorry i didn't mean it. i was angry at them and took it all out on you. i can't believe i said them things of course it's your choice if we did have a baby you know that right." he said apologetically. his eyes were red as though he'd been crying as well. i can't of looked much better to be honest.

"i don't care whether you sorry or not i don't care about being pregnant and shit. calling me a cheat was low harry. you knew how much i fucking did to get you back from that milly. she caused so much shit for you and i had your back the whole entire time. did you truly think that id give up what i fought for." i said looking straight into his eyes.

"i don't know how many times i can say this i'm sorry"

"harry did you not just listen i don't want your fucking apologies" i said sternly.

"i'll give you space."

"that would be very much appreciated" i said before going to close the door. i saw him turn right around and walk head down back to the car wiping his eyes.

"you handled that so well, i'm so proud cel" i saw faith smiling at me. i ran straight over into her arms and balled my eyes out again.

"it was the hardest thing i've ever done. i want him back faith"

"no make him fight for you just as you did for him. if he's truly sorry he'll do anything to get you back." i pulled away from her hug and she kissed my forehead.

"thank you for everything you've done for me. i love you more than words can say."

"i love you so much. now let's get back to the pancakes before the fat bastard eats them all." faith said which cussed me to let out a giggle.

she pulled my hand and dragged me back over the the kitchen.

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