Only Tolerable//Tokio Hotel •Tom Kaulitz•

What Have I Gotten Myself Into

I'm Alice, Bill's best friend and according to Tom I'm his 'personal fucking headache'. It's a shame. I thought after Bill and I being friends for this long that Tom and I would grow on each other...that wasn't the case. We still fucking hated each other.

All the fans love it. They love that Bill has a friend like me, and just love it when Tom and I fight and bicker. They love it so much, a lot of them say that it's because we secretly like each other, others say we need to get together, that it's just sexual tension, others just hated me entirely.

Tom and I aren't even friends and I have a boyfriend, so us becoming anything more than enemies, is never going to happen. Speaking of my boyfriend, I was currently on my way to see him. When I reached his apartment. I opened the door.

As soon as I walked through the door my face fell. On the couch was my boyfriend with some blond girl. "What the actual fuck, Logan." I said. They both got up and the girl scrambled to get her clothes and quickly ran out of the door. "Who the fuck was that?" I asked him. He shrugged. "Amber." I shook my head.

"How long have you been cheating on me?" I asked. He shook his head. "Are you sure that's what you saw? For all I know how do I know you're not the one fucking cheating on me!?" He yelled. I shook my head. "Logan, who the fuck would I cheat on you with? Literally the only people I socialize with are you and the twins!" I yelled.

"It could have been either of them." He said, crossing his arms. I looked at him with anger. "Ewe, Bill's like my brother and Tom and I can't even be in the same room together for more than 2 minutes." I said. "So, have you cheated on me?" He asked. I shook my head. "You are fucking stupid. Don't try and tell me I'm the one fucking cheating when I found you fucking someone else you dumb ass small dick asshole!" I yelled. Before I knew it he punched me.

I looked at him. He's never done that. He's never hit me before. "What the fuck!" I said. He got all up in my face. "This is how this is gunna go Alice. I have a power to make your life a living hell, and you know this." I knew what he was talking about. I shook my head. "You wouldn't. "You'd be surprised at how many guys can get off by just looking at a couple pictures of you." He said.

I knew it the moment I sent those stupid pictures that I shouldn't have. But I was stupid, I thought he cared about me. "So in order for that not to happen, your gunna get me money." He said. I looked at Logan. "Money?" I questioned. He nodded. "20k to be exact." My eyes went wide.

"Y-you want 20k?" I asked he nodded. "I can't afford that!" I yelled at him. "You'll find a way, or the pictures get leaked...oh, and I want the money in 2 weeks." He said. I looked at him. I got up and he acted like he was gunna hurt me again but he didn't. "Alright you can leave now, we're fucking through. Don't forget the money Alice!" He yelled as I started running out of his apartment.

I ran all the way to the house and into it, never stopping. When I reached the inside, I crumbled to the floor and tears started flowing. "Alice! What happened?" Bill asked as he ran frantically down the stairs toward me. I shook my head. I didn't want to tell him. So I offered a short version. "L-Logan and I broke up...well he broke up with me." I said. "Did, please tell me he didn't do that to your eye." He asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked him. "It's started to turn black." He whispered, worried. I didn't say anything and I started to cry more.

"I'm sorry." Bill said. I nodded and he helped me help the stairs. I was still bawling when we passed Tom in the hall. "Oh please shut the fuck up." He told me. "Tom, shut up, alright!" Bill exclaimed. "I'll-I'll cut your fucking hair off you ass." I managed to get out. Tom just rolled his eyes.

After Bill got me to my room, he said he was going to the store to get me stuff like Ice cream and shit. I sighed. He really was my best friend. After he left, I made myself think of ways to come up with 20k in two weeks. I could ask Bill but I don't want him to know, and I could ask my parents, but they aren't speaking to me anymore.

That left me with one option and I absolutely fucking hated it. I slowly got up and walked a down the hall. I reached his door, stopped, and I knocked. He said come in so I did.

"Oh, it's you." He said as he rolled his eyes. I rolled mine back. "Listen here, guitar boy, I need a favor, and I literally would ask anyone else if I could but I can't." I told him. "I'm not sleeping with you." He said. "Ewe, why the fuck would you want to, and I why would I want to? That's fucking gross." I said.

"Then what is the favor?" He asked me. I sighed. "No questions. Please. I've had a rough fucking evening." He didn't say anything so I proceeded. "I need 20k before two weeks." I said. His eyes went wide and he stared at me. "What the fuck did you do." He asked. I sighed.

"Logan broke up with me and now he's black mailing me." I said. "How? You don't do anything." Tom said. I slapped his arm. "He wants 20k in 2 weeks or he's...he's...." This was a weird conversation on its own, it's was just weird that I was having it with Tom.

"He'll what, Alice?" He asked. "Give me your ear." I told him. "Why?" He questioned. "Because, now give me your goddamn ear before I cut your hair or break your favorite guitar." I said. He leaned close to me and I grabbed his head and whispered in his ear.

He started laughing. "That's fucking hilarious." I smacked him again. "No it's not, alright, it's embarrassing and fucking degrading, please loan me the money." I said. He thought for a moment. "Fine, but you have to do something for me." He said. I looked at him and he smirked. I rolled my eyes.

"What?" I asked. "You'll see, anyway, I'll have your money tomorrow, until then, get the hell out of my room." He said. I flipped him off and went back to mine.

What the fuck have I gotten myself into?