Only Tolerable//Tokio Hotel •Tom Kaulitz•

I'm Not The One Who Lied

When we arrived to to the place that the interview was happening at, there was a lot of fans waiting outside. We got out of the car and made it through the crowd successfully.

When we entered, we followed this person to a room and the interview began, I sat out of the way from the camera. I watched.

"So, Tokio Hotel is currently on tour?" The interview asked them. "Yeah." Bill answered. "It actually started the other day." Tom added. Bill, Georg, and Gustav nodded. "And I see you've brought Alice with you again." The interviewer said, motioning for the camera to turn towards me.

I smiled. "We go everywhere with her, she's one of our bestest friends." Georg said. "From what I and the fans understand, Tom, you and Alice hate each other." The interviewer said. He shook his head. "Used too. Not so much anymore." Tom replied.

That made me smile to myself. "Do you like Alice?" The interviewer asked. At this point I had no idea where the fuck this interview was going. "They've been more like friends recently." Bill said. "I have a few pictures here that say otherwise." The interviewer said.

I looked at Tom, confusion laced my face, he looked at me also confused, we were both worried. We all watched as the interviewer pulled out a picture of Tom and I. Our eyes went wide.

Bill looked at the picture then at me then Tom. Tears filled my eyes. It was a picture from earlier, while Tom and I were on our date. It was after I fell and when Tom kissed me. I stared at the picture.

"So, Tom, how long have you and Alice been doing whatever it is you do?" The interviewer asked. He had no right asking that. What happened between Tom and I was our business, not his. "A few weeks." Tom answered. Bill stayed silent.

The interviewer then changed things around and asked questions about the tour and their album. This was insane. Bill, Gustav, and Georg answered them, Bill wasn't as enthusiastic or energized like he was earlier at the beginning. Fuck.

The interview ended and we all left silently. As soon as I got through the door, the fans looked at Tom and I, it was silent. No one said anything. We got into the car and went back to the hotel. It was silent then too.

I went to my room, Bill, going to his, and Tom and going to his own as well. I shook my head. I heard a knock from the door that connected Tom and I'd rooms. I opened it and a worked Tom walked into my room. "I don't know what to say to him." Tom said. I nodded.

"Me and you both." I answered. "I just, things are happening, Bill knows, your fans know, Jesus Tom what are we gunna do what's gunna happen?" I said, on the verge of having an anxiety attack. I put my head in my heads and Tom walked over and hugged me.

"Everything...everything is going to be okay." He said. As he said that there was a knock at the door. My only thought was that it was Bill. I opened the door and I was right. It looked like he had been crying. I felt like shit.

He looked behind me at Tom. He slowly walked past me and into my room. I shut the door and braced myself for whatever conversation or argument that the three of us were about to have.

"How long?" Is all Bill said. I shook my head, the tears started flowing. "About 2 weeks or so." Tom said. I looked at him to Bill. "You guys told me nothing was going on between you two." He said. "Because at the time, there wasn't." Tom said.

"Then how? Please fucking enlighten me on how the fuck this happened?!" Bill asked raising his voice. I shook my head. "All because of me! Alright! Whe-when Logan cheated on me, he black mailed me and told me the only way to solve it was to get him 20k. I obviously didn't have that kind of cash, so I asked Tom for a loan because I didn't want you to worry." I explained.

"So, in order for me to pay Tom back, he made an agreement, that I do everything for him. And that's what I did...and I guess along the way of Tom and I's agreement we...we learned to not hate each other as much or even at all." I said glancing between Bill and Tom.

Neither of them said anything so I continued. "When I figured out I liked Tom, I was confused, so I talked to you and said I liked Gustav.." I explained. "So you lied to me?" Bill questioned. I shook my head. "It was stupid, and yes I lied, and I shouldn't of, but I didn't know Tom felt the same way until after my stupid date with Elijah and after I confessed my feelings to him after our movie marathon." I told Bill.

"What about you? What have you got to say about this?" Bill asked his brother. "I don't hate her, hell, I don't even know if I ever fucking hated her, but I love her." He said. I nodded.

"Tom your not the type of fucking person to love just one person. You love many women, and I know what you do." Bill said. Tom shook his head. "Yeah and I'm not like that anymore, I love Alice and only Alice!" He argued.

"I trust Tom." I told Bill. Bill shook his head. "Well now, I find it very hard to trust either of you." He told us. "But we trust you." I told him. "Jesus Alice! I'm not the one who lied! You and Tom did! You're supposed to be my best friend, and you! You're supposed to be my fucking brother. Brothers and best friends don't keep secrets like these and this one from each other!" Bill said getting up.

"I'm sorry!" I yelled, pleading." He shook his head. "Don't be fucking sorry, Alice, be better!" He yelled at me. I was sad and now pissed. "Look, we're sorry we lied to you and kept things from you but trust me, we were going to tell you when both of us were fucking ready to tell you!" Tom argued.

"Yeah, well seems like I was never supposed to find out." He said, about to walk through the door. Before he opened it he turned around and looked at Tom and I. "Ich bin nicht derjenige, der gelogen hat(I'm not the one who lied)." He said before he finally opened the door and walked out of it, slamming the door.

I stood there frozen. "I'm sorry." Tom said. I slowly nodded. "He'll come around, eventually, I just...I don't know when that will be." I told him. "I didn't expect everything to blow up like it did." Tom said. I nodded. "You should go, your first show is tonight." I told him. He nodded and left through the Narnia door that connected our rooms.

If our relationship wasn't strained before. It sure as hell was now. I hated this. I hated being in a fight with Bill, specifically being in a fight that was with Bill, Tom, and myself.

I hated it.

(A/N: I hate to say it but this book is coming to an end and I'm thankful to all of you that are enjoying it and will continue to join it. Once again, the Germans probably not correct, but I try :) I'm working on a new chapter you read this)