Chapter 20- Confrontation

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Waking up startled and hot all over made a start to my day... the hell was that dream?! I mean... not that I'm complaining but... goddamn... I feel like I need a damn vibrator... CHRIST.

I turned my own offer down and got up from bed, barely balancing on my own two legs, I made my way to my luxurious bathroom and wash my face along with the nasty images that flooded through my brain the second I woke up from that damn dream with ice water... wishing it was more cold.

Honestly I never felt like this after a dream. I know he did tell me that he was controlling my dreams to his liking but hell I can't even control my own body I don't think I'll manage to resist these dreams.

And plus... I really thought we hated each other, why are we suddenly making out and talking without using actual words, just staring into each other's eyes.

I look in the mirror and swear to myself that the next dream he controls... I'll confront him... wait... what if I really cannot resist him?... No, that's definitely not normal me. But I think I've changed... into some.... lovey-dovey girl. Is that what I really want for myself? Loose myself for a guy like that? Like a horny teenager? No... none of that is happening. I swore an oath to myself a few years back, I told myself that if I'll fall for someone, I'll be careful and not fall too soon. I'm still young, but not too young to not understand that trust is for children, and I don't want half of my problems get worse because of it. It's inconvenient, especially to my skills. I don't want something like feeling messing with my fighting and daily routines, I can't stay half of the day wondering if I'll ever meet him and actually feel his lips on mine, his hands and fingers caressing my body, sliding up and down, and touching every inch of me.

No, I won't let that happen. Not again...

Reaaaalllllyyy sorry for the late update but school was a pain in my ass and I promise you next week I will try my best to post non-stop!! Thank you for all y'all's patients with me xxx

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Reaaaalllllyyy sorry for the late update but school was a pain in my ass and I promise you next week I will try my best to post non-stop!! Thank you for all y'all's patients with me xxx

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