ᴄʀɪᴍɪɴᴀʟ ᴍɪɴᴅꜱ ᴏɴᴇ-ꜱʜᴏᴛꜱ ;) -Mainly Hotch, Reid, an Emily-
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'You aren't her' Hotch's words have rung around my head all day I bite my bottom lip gripping the sleeves of my hoodie the hoodie he gave me
I need to cry, but I can't Get anything out of my eyes or my head Did I die?
I feel sick to my stomach and my chest hurts laying down on my bed I can't even think straight I never thought I was them and it killed me I just hoped he didn't see the differences but then he told me I was nothing compared to Beth or to Haley. Slowly closing my eyes I fall asleep no longer feeling hurt just silence and darkness peace it was peaceful.
I need to run, but I can't Get out of bed for anyone Not for you, ooh
Laying in bed with a massive headache I hear my pone ring exhaling deeply I get up and answer it "Babe! you have to come in early" Penelope beams with a cheerful voice I never know how she does it she seems so happy even with the stuff we do I chuckle lightly "Alright I'll be there soon" walking over to my dresser pulling out my work clothes "Better be otherwise Hotch will beat your A double s" She giggles and hangs up the mention of his name immediately makes my stomach turn again
My sour boy is a pain I wanna shoot him in the brain But I'd miss him in the morning
"Agent L/n my office" Hotch announces from the top of the bullpen I nod "Ouch agent zoned" Derek chuckles putting a hand on my shoulder "His loss baby" I slap his arm playfully and walk to Hotch's office without knocking I walk in "Did you need something Hotch" I emphasize his name "what happened y/n why won't you talk to me" He asks his mouth forming a small frown I don't answer his question I turn around heading to the door but before leaving I whisper "unless you want to talk about work we aren't talking at all" I leave him sitting in his office alone
It really hurts When I need to so bad, but I can't see her My Juliet, my special girl
We're on a case and I was nominated to go undercover with Hotch "Babe this is going to kill me" I whisper to Emily she gives me a huge smile and hands me a dress "How about you get him to apologize?" she mentions "I don't think I'd forgive him even if he did" I mumble slipping on the dress
But I need to understand When I can power through And when I need some help from you
Walking to the dance floor I partner up with a dark haired woman and start dancing with her the plan was for me to dance and then meet Hotch at the bar
When I should stand my ground And when I need to just sit down
I danced with 4 more people before heading over to the bar by Hotch "You look amazing" He compliments putting his large hand on my back "Yeah really do I look as good as your ex's" I spat angrily looking up at him he freezes "Yeah I didn't think so" I scoff
Sometimes I act like I know But I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes And a bully in his head
Hotch went to the bathroom and I was standing at the bar alone when I feel a presence next to me "You look absolutely gorgeous" the female I was dancing with earlier speaks "Thank you" She's quite taller than me "I want to show you something" She mentions pointing towards the back exit "No I'm fine I'll stay here" But of course she doesn't take no for an answer she pulls on my arm and places a gun to my back I chuckle "What's funny?" She asks annoyed "Just this" I grab the gun out of her hand with the arm she had forgotten about and I point it at her "You my lovely are under arrest for murder" I state turning her around and cuffing her we walk out to find the whole team staring at us suddenly Hotch appears to my side "Good job" He whispers then walks to the team
I wanna make A colour that no one else has seen before I wanna be so much more
Closing up the case we all decided to go to Rossi's house "For the last time I don't have a house I have a Mansion" We all laugh lightly "Right sorry Rossi how could we forget you only mention it every day" I say whispering the last part and he hits me in the back of the head lightly "I love you too" I mumble
I hope that she Looks at me and thinks "Shit, he is so pretty" Something I can't believe
Sitting at Rossi's drinking some soda Hotch sits down next to me "Hey" He whispers breaking the silence I just sit there quietly refusing to respond
But I need to understand When I can power through And when I need some help from you
He takes a deep inhale "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said what I said" I chuckle "You apologize but never deny it" He looks over at me with his chocolate brown eyes "Y/n/n I can't compare you to them and I can't compare them to you" He whispers
When I should stand my ground And when I need to just sit down Sometimes I act like I know But I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes And a bully in his head
"I know" I give him a small smile "But it doesn't take back what you said" He nods and puts his hand on my knee "I love you" He whispers quietly almost so quiet I couldn't hear him "You what?" I ask "I love you y/n I am in love with you and I was scared that's why I said what I said earlier I was trying to push you away" He rambles tapping my knee lightly "Well it worked" I whisper "But you're Aaron Hotchner you push people away when they get to close and you don't want to lose them so listen you aren't losing me ever but you will have to makeup for being a dick" I state and he gives me a smile "Oh I love you too" I say he chuckles "I think I know how to make it up to you" He says giving me a mysterious smirk
Sometimes I act like I know, but I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes, and a bully in his head
Sometimes I act like I know, but I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes, and a bully in his head
