ᴄʀɪᴍɪɴᴀʟ ᴍɪɴᴅꜱ ᴏɴᴇ-ꜱʜᴏᴛꜱ ;) -Mainly Hotch, Reid, an Emily-
"ຟē'll ๓ēēt iຖ คຖ໐thēr lifē"
Requests are welcome so just shoot me your ideas and I'll try my best
Warnings: Average criminal minds talk, Poorly described Panic attack
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"Alright so on todays episode of what are the horrible things we can do to other people we have 5 women in Boston who have been murdered they were all stabbed repeatedly and the unsub wrote some not so nice messages next to they're bodies"
Looking up at the dead bodies on the screen I start to feel a little uneasy they all have the same basic features I do h/c hair, e/c eyes, same s/c skin, we were even roughly the same build it's like looking at dead pictures of myself it's a little creepy to be honest
"How are they all connected besides the obvious looking alike?" Spence asks
"Well they all Identified as Lesbian, Bi, Or Pan" Penelope says looking over at me
"They kind of look like y/n" Derek mutters while shaking his head
"Yes they do and we're hoping to use that to our advantage" Emily states giving me a soft smile
I sense undercover work
I hate going undercover especially when the cases hit to close to home but this unsub is literally coming after me or people that are like me
"So undercover work?" I ask softly and she nods
"Possibly if needed"
Great
"Alright wheels up in 30"
At The Boston Police Station
I take a seat next to spence cause usually his presence and non stop facts calms my nerves but he's been eerily quiet since we got here and it's killing me
"Lets go over the case" Em says gaining everyone's attention
"Well it's a hate crime" Rossi is the first to speak up
"And the fact that it's only gay women is giving me a feeling that our unsub is also a female" I nod along with what Derek says
"According to a 2011 study of twins Lesbianism is 25% genetic and there was a study done by Dutch psychologists that reported that 10 to 12 percent of male and female children who feel discomfort with their gender go on to identify as gay or lesbian as adults. Meanwhile, just 1 or 2 percent of children who are comfortable with their gender identity turn out to be gay or lesbian." Spence chimed in
"Wait guys" I pipe up they all face my direction "Maybe it's to soon to conclude this but what if it's a mother or a motherly figure the way the victims are taken care of post-mortem is nurturing and when she stabs them she stabs them in the places it would hurt the least" I pause for a second thinking "What if she thinks she's helping them by killing them she's getting rid of they're sins" everyone seems to nod in agreement
"Y/n can you go call Penelope and tell her all of that?" Emily asks I walk out of the room and dial Penelope's number
"Speak Peasant" I laugh a little
"Pen I need you to look for a White woman aged 30-40 probably grew up in a church and is still apart of a church and the church is against LGBTQ+" I tell her she goes quiet on the other end of the line
"y/n/n how are you feeling I know how much this case is getting to you" I smile softly she's always so thoughtful
"I'll be fine once the case is over"
"Maybe you should tell the rest of the team!" Penelope happily shouts in my ear
"Not yet I just don't want them to look at me differently-"
"There's another body!" Rossi yells from the other side of the police station
"Look pen we'll talk about this later I love you bye" I hang up heading to the new crime scene
At the crime scene
I walk down the ally where the latest victim was the ally was dirty it showed how the unsub truly feels about the worth of these women "I hate this" I whisper to myself
"L/n come here and read this note" Derek Yells, I run over to him looking at the note it reads
"The don't listen, What they feel is wrong what they are is wrong who they represent is wrong they sin they themselves are walking sins but they made they're choice now they're dead" I whisper the note tears pricking the corners of my eyes
I'm a walking sin?
"Uhm Em I need a second" I say rushing past her
My breathing starts getting heavy and soon I feel like I can't breathe gasping for air struggling why the hell can't I breathe my hands start shaking slightly still not being able to breathe
"Y/n!" Emily says running over to me she looks at me trying to figure out what to do she wraps her arms around me "Hey It's okay" She consoles me and soon my breathing returns to normal
"Are you okay?" She asks worried "Em It the case is to close to who I am these women are like surrogates of me and I haven't told the team yet but I'm Lesbian so that note just sent me into panic" She looks at me and gives me one more big hug
"They already know" She whispers
"What!?" I yell
"They know y/n you don't exactly keep you're comments on how beautiful women are and don't even get me started on how you dress it just screams gay sweetie you make it obvious and besides half the team is slightly gay too we were bound to know" She laughs a little at the last part
"And I was over here worried how to tell them" I chuckle to myself as the rest of the team walks over giving me a big group hug
"We love you y/n/n we'll accept you no matter what" Rossi states earning nods from everyone else
