The Secret Life of the American Teenager

Chapter 31: I Don't Love You, I've Never Loved You!

Brett P.O.V
I layed in Marissa bed, panting and sweating. I didn't speak until I caught my breath.

"I have to leave." I unwrapped my arm from her body and got out of her bed. I threw my pants and tee-shirt back on as she stared at me.

"Why do you alway leave so early?" She complained.

"Curfew." Is all I said. In reality, I wanted to talk to Shailene. I hoped she was awake at 7:30 on a Saturday, if not, then she has issues.

"But it's Saturday, isn't there an exception for Saturday?!" She sat up slowing, covering her bare chest with her blanket.

"It's the law, Marissa. I can't break the law or they'll send me to jail or something." It sounded like the same conversation I had with Megan 5 months ago.

"Please stay for one more hour? I don't want to be alone." She gave me a pouty face. She was starting to get on my nerves.

"I can't. I've told you this so many times now!" I kissed her forehead and headed for her front door. She followed me and stopped me as I was about to exit her house.

"Why do you always do this to me?!" She held my wrist, but I soon relised myself. "Are you going to see Shay? Is that it? You love her, not me?!" She was yelling at this point.

This jealous bitch...

"Marissa! I don't love Shay!" I wanted to hit her so bad...

"Oh so you love Megan?" She was accusing me of the stupidest things.

"I don't love Shay, I don't love Megan, I don't love you! I never had loved you! I was just using you for sex and to get information about Shay and the baby. My baby! But now that I'm talking to her, I don't need you anymore!" I finally got out the truth.

"Well then... God I'm so stupid!" Tears were rolling down her cheeks. "I even warned Shay that you were a fuckboy, but when you asked me out, I thought I was wrong! But I wasn't! I'm so stupid for betraying Shay!" She smacked me across my face then ran upstairs back into her room.

I held my cheek in pain for a few secands, then let anger get the best of me. I ran back up to her room and saw her laying in bed in her white silk robe.

I shut and locked her door, knowing I'd regret doing this later, but I needed to do it.

"Leave!" She screamed at me.

"You want me to love you? I'll 'love' you..." I said mysteriously.

I took off my belt slowly, making sure she watched me do it. Her face went from angry and sad, to frightened. Just what I wanted.

I walked over to her bed sat put my body on top of hers, making sure she couldn't go anywhere. I held her hands down with one of my hands and with the other, took off her robe. I looked down at her body, ignoring her pleas for me to stop.

I grabbed my belt with my other hand and tightend it in my grip. I got in the position I wanted and looked at Marissa one last time.

Don't do it Brett. You'll never see your baby grow up. Don't be like your dad...

I stopped myself from hitting her and got released her body. I got out of her bed and apologized for my actions. Somehow, she forgave me.

I left her house and headed for Shay's house. I drove as quickly as I could to see her and leave that awful sence.
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I knocked on Shailene's door and waited for someone to answer it. I looked around at the snow that laid on the ground until Shay opened the door.

"Hey! It's not to late, is it?" I sounded too cheerful.

"No, come in." She moved out of the way and let me in her house. She lead me to the living room and sat down on the couch with me. I gave her a nearby blanket.

"Are you alone?" I asked.

"Yeah. Carly went to a friends house and my mom and dad went out to dinner. Probably a hotel room later." She joked. We laughed briefly together.

"How's our baby?" I scooted closer to her, put one arm around her and my hands on her belly.

"Good. She's been moving alot today." She put her hand on one of mine and put it in a different spot. I immediately felt a few kicks.

"Wow, he's really getting big." I teased.

"It's going to be a girl!" She protested.

"Yeah, well see." I smiled at her and watched her smile grow. I felt our baby move closer to where I was sitting. Shay moved my hands to the baby's new location.

"You see that?" She asked.

"Yeah!" I felt so giddy. I looked up at her and noticed how beautiful she looked. "You are really beautiful." The words slipped our from my lips.

"Thanks. Your not so bad yourself." She blushed and joked with me.

We were in a deep stare with eachother. I started to lean in closer to her. She closed her eyes and waited patiently. I pulled her body on my lap so there was no space left between us. I closed my eyes and waited for our lips to meet.
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Please don't hate me for this awful cliff hanger!!! ~amypaulino222