Love which is Blooming in a Brothel(Ongoing)

14. Appreciation!

12/16/2021

Some damages are so inhospitable to restore e.g. Trust, if broken, it will never work the same again.

10th April 1927

at 8:17 PM

It was a happy day to start for Roy Choudharys because early morning they have got a news to cherish. A man has come with a letter for Anirudh which was sent from British Law-Council, Bengal.

It was a letter of Appreciation for Anirudh.

"April 5, 1927

Mr. Anirudh Roy Choudhary| Attorney at law                                                            Deenpur City, Bengal 7000XX

Dear Mr. Anirudh,

The law committee sincerely appreciates your continuous arduous efforts on your three-year-old petition to govern annulment of polygamy in Indian society. We look forward to work with you on the same and others who proposed to ban polygamy legally.

Keep up the good work. All the legal notices against you have been nullified because of your whole last month's undivided dedication at work.

Best regards,                                               
Steven Jones (Head of British Law-Council, Bengal)"

Saudamini read it out on Sunday Breakfast table for her family members in exhilaration. All RC members grinned and congratulated him. That is when Saudamini wished to feed him a Roshogulla but he opted for Payesh instead. She fed him payesh and he did the same with a subtle smile after feeding his daughter Samidha first. That Sunday was amazing Sunday after their 6th wedding Anniversary celebration. Saudamini was on cloud nine since last one month coz he wasn't visiting that prostitute after he slapped her in the heat of the moment that day and was loving and taking care of her like never before.

Here at other end Anirudh's re-educated brain by Saudamini believes that no other girl could have ever matched his love, Saudamini's modesty as his fancy woman. He remembered those days when she had lost her vision yet never held any animus against Bondita. She was the one who supported him to fulfill his responsibilities towards Bondita. 'The combination of her being sweet and miserable in front of him with sugarcoating her fake concerns for Bondita to win his trust' did not fail. May be his young Barrister brain swayed away in influence of her cunning plots due to his blue feelings continuedly eating his brain after he had declared that harsh punishment for a lil doll, and now without her pure giggles not only RC Haveli but his life too was turning into a hollow sphere slowly.

Saudamini had an eagle eye on him and was quick on the uptake to take advantage of his oppressed state, she was using her fake blindness and pity fluke to fill her selfish love inside his hollow sphere. Whenever he visited her to look after her as her best friend, she gained his sympathy by discussing their poor love story and her unmarried, ruined future life. She playfully played with his mind by never opposing his decision to bring Bondita back to fulfill his responsibility towards her once Bondita gets her lesson and never supports such imposters, and all her innocent doings will be in his knowledge to secure her from the wrath of society, from any bad things happening with her. He was her Savior once and he will be forever.

Alas! but Saudamini's uncaught fake blindness and stylishly executed wicked plan to secure her position in his life as his wife was working well. She used to hug him purposely, to cry on his shoulders to make him believe that she was the poorest soul among all the living ones on the earth.

It was all the talks from past but when he hit her that day for the first time, her triad character reappeared which was her true identity masked behind his sugary sensible Mini. She played with his pure concerns towards her again and he ended up taking care of her along with his work, not paying any nurtures to his own feelings, his suffocating soul.

Because it was Sunday, a holiday. He went on a family outing on that happy occasion with his wife and 3 little angels -Samidha (his daughter), Soumya and Shaily (Som's daughters). Shriya (Som's third daughter) who is very small, he promised her that he will take her out when she is grown up a lil more.

In this one month many things have been changed, he was careful around the lit cigarette butts and asked Som to give him healing medicines and changed the bandages on time to cure his wounded palm soon coz somewhere he did not want that prostitute to feel bad for him or take care of him, He wishes to take care of her with all respect instead. He shaves weekly when he was off work and most importunately, he did not forget to water that replanted weak white lily's plant whose roots have been damaged by his wife's ferocious attempt to destroy it. He himself had replanted that withered plant same day before going for breakfast after Saudamini left first. In this whole last month when he did not visit that prostitute he had analyzed that, that small girl possesses something, something very peculiar, the containment he felt in her selfless care is unmatched, his heart longs more of her unrivalled solace. He hates himself for not being able to refuse her soft attempts to touch him, he knows his response to her innocent invites were not lustful. He feels something serene in her touches that he has never felt before and the fellow pleased feelings in her beautiful eyes and gestures too creates some magic in his heart.

Same day at 2:17 PM

An informer of Tarabai has come to Roy Choudhary haveli with a letter from proud owner of Sheeshmahal. The letter was not kind of simple one for passing the information, it was sent on purpose of revenge for Zamindar Trilochan's letter which was kind of insulting her eminent business.

"Trilochan Roy Choudhary,

Jitne chakkar tumhare bhatije ne mere kothe k lagaye hai use toh tumhe samjh aa ho gya hoga ki Tarabai k kothe ki ladkiya Q pure Tulsipur aur aas pass k illake me mash-hoor hai. Aur yeh jo kuwanri(virgin) ladki tumahare Barrister bhatijhe k liye ab tak tumhari sharto ko maan kar surakshit(reserve) kar k rakh rakhi hai na wo Hira hai Hira. Mere liye khajane ki potli hai. Wo toh! Zaban de rakhi hai tumhe isiliye socha ek bar sandesha bhijwa du agar tumhare us kala coat pahnne wale bhatije ka mann badal gya hai toh bta do....Tarabai dhande me dhokha nahi karti aur bina santusht(satisfy) hue yaha se koi Zism ka khariddar chala jaye toh uska pura paisa bhi lautane ko mana nahi karegi, waise iski naubat na kabhi aayi hai na aayegi.

Phir bhi agar tumhare anuthe Barrister babu ne dobara yaha na aane ka pakka mann bana hi liya ho toh agali baar informer k sath aapka paisa hoga Qki uss ladki ki demand bahut hai, toh koi nuksaan nahi hoga mujhe itna ganit laga liya hai maine. Pahle Rasiya aur phir aapke contract ne use dusre 'komal Zism k shoukins' se bacha rakha hai abtak.

Ab sabse khaas baat, qki tumhari sharte maine Manzoor ki thi isiliye ittala karna zaroori samjhti hu ki agar ab bhi tum apne vansh ko usi komal kali k garbh(womb) se iss duniya me lana chahte ho toh aur tumhara bhatija yaha sirkat nahi karne chahta ho toh, use apne ghar me apna vaarish aane tak uski nazro k saamne rakho... phir mujhe yaha aane jane wale har dusre customer ko us ladki k liye jawab nahi dena padega aur tumhara kaam bhi aasan ho jayega. 'Aakhir youn white collar wale barrister ka baaar baar yaha aana uski izzat hi ucchalega samaj me aur ab toh uske pass samay bhi nahi hoga, khabar pata chal gai hai mujhe uske dusre saathiyo se jo yaha aate rahte hai.'

Tumhare nirnay(decision) ka intzaar rahega. Baki paise lautane k sath contract khatm karne me meri izzat, dhanda karne k tarike par koi aanch nahi aayegi. (Smirks)

Nuksaan tumhara hi hoga ki dusri kacchi kali tumhe itni aasani se itne jaldi milegi nahi qki iss Zism k kharddaro se bhari duniya me kuchh ghante pahle aayi ladki ko bhi kharridar aasani se mil jata hai....Woh toh tumhari kismat acchi hai ki aajtak Rasiya ne uske har khariddar ko khush kiya aur use tumhare bhatije k liye bacha k rakha, shayad Niyati(destiny) bhi yahi chahti thi ki tumhara Waarish usi ki kokh se Janm le, agar zyada deri ki toh kya pata kisi aur k khoon ko apna mankar khush hona pade."