Love which is Blooming in a Brothel(Ongoing)

20. Sajda!

1/8/2022

Sang pyaar rahe, main rahun na rahun
Sajda tera sajda...

13th April 1927

00:39 AM

Location: Shishmahal

Kissing her head, he stood up to leave her alone once again but she didn't loose her grip on his white kurta like any child does.

"Client babu, mat jaiye na....Sunaiye na apni kahani.", She pleaded with puppy eyes.

Her soft voice melted him, a beatific smile on his dry lips after a long erupted from his heart. He turned at her and a beautiful toothy smile appeared on her lips too. He sat on that ottoman back and rubbing her tear dried cheeks he said, "Kahani nahi hai Binitha, meri zindgi ka bahut chhota sa bahut khubsoorat hissa hai us chhoti bacchi ki yaadein, meri 8 saal ki chhoti si patni k roop me mili bundle of joy, jise maine kabhi apni patni nahi mana, ab itni chhotti bacchi kisi ki bhi patni ho sakti hai..... nahi na.", Anirudh questioned her in throaty voice.

"Par hoti thi pahle maine dekha tha, jab mai bahar ki duniya me thi, mai bhi apne Patibabu ki chhoti si patni thi.", She stated feeling hurt by his statement. She wanted to cry over the fact that he never considered her his wife and that is why he send her away from him for her one mistake so that he can marry his love, her Pari didi. 

"Accha hua Bondita tu yaha aa gayi, qki Patibabu nahi nahi client babu tujhe lene kabhi nahi aane wale the.", She concluded herself muttering inside her head and trembled recalling those torturous and painful days when she was in Devipur and people terribly misbehaved with her considering her, his chhodi hui Aurat. "If you never considered me your wife then why you didn't come to meet me, at least to tell people that I have my own identity like you told me many times in Haveli and I must not be punished as your chhodi hui Aurat, Patibabu you hurt me a lot."

She wanted to ask him so many questions that why did he forgot his responsibility wala rishta with her, was her mistake that grave that he never returned to her? but how could she now?, when she has enveloped her true identity which is no where related to old Bondita and, the person sitting in front of her too is not the same Anirudh Roy Choudhary she knew so, she must keep quite and listen him peacefully. She was happy that he will be coming to meet her for some more time so, she will cherish all those moments and savoring it for forever.

May be Dugga Ma had written their togetherness only for two fragments of nine months each in this birth. 

"Par ab baal vivah ban hai, woh Q?, woh bhi btaunga, sab btaunga par yaha nahi.", He lift her face up, holding her chin with his fingertips carefully. His heart each second dropping with her past's similarities with Bondita's past but he stood strong negating his insticts. He will opt death next second if it was true so, for his satisfaction and her true identity revelation he will go with his next deliberated move and hopes that she denies any prior relation of her with that place. 

"Phir kaha aur kab?", she asked in throaty voice.

"Bahar nikalna hoga tumhe uske liye yaha se?", He prayed to Dugga Ma that once she gets out of this place, she and he never comes back here again.

"Nhiii!", She denied sternly, shoving his hand off her chin, fear of facing the world and sunlight again was evident on her florid face, "Nahi Client babu, mai bahar nahi jaungi, kabhi nahi, bahar k log acche nahi hai, bilkul acche nahi hai, I know we are suppose to do anything for the person visiting us yet I am begging you client babu!, don't ask me to do this please."

She pleaded as if her life was about to fall in any danger. Her figure trembling in fear of terrible outcome she might face as soon as she steps out in the inhumane world again. "Argh!", a painful gasp escaped his lips. How much the world had mistreated her that she is fearing to even walk out of this brothel.