Love which is Blooming in a Brothel(Ongoing)

39. A Barren Woman

8/16/2022

Her thoughts Darkest, Not known to anyone.

Because,

Her  Lotus Disguise, Confuses everyone winsomely.

- Preeti Goutam

10th February 1921(Past 3 days before Saudamini and Anirudh's Marriage)

Location: RC Haveli's Temple

Morning: 7:37 AM

Last evening only Anirudh and Saudamini have returned from London. Everyone Thanked Dugga ma for her blessing on their child Saudamini but Anirudh's heart pounded in contentment that finally tomorrow he can meet Bondita in peace and ask for forgiveness for his misconducts with her.

Bowing the upper half of his body in front of Dugga Ma's idol Anirudh all decked in Bondita's Shikshak Babu avatar was heading towards the main door of Haveli. A broad smile split his thin lips.

"Bihari, did you stow all the parcels in the car? sNo one will be able to save you from my wrath if any of the gift parcels for Bondita is misplaced." Anirudh warned in firm tone.

Bihari rushed near him, counting the no. of parcels on his fingers he had stowed in backseat of Barrister Babu's motor car. A proud grin on his chubby face appeared as he said, "Chhote Malik! Nothing is misplaced, I have counted the no. of parcels on my fingers twice just in case I have missed any of them in the excitement to welcome Bondita bahurani Ji by evening. Months without Chhoti Malkin felt like ages in this haveli Barrister Babu." Bihari couldn't keep his emotions buried anymore and that came out in form of tears from his eyes.

He and Koyli both adored Bondita so much because she respected them equally like other members of RC family.

"Hmm, Bihari! Not only us but the walls, pillars, roof, and floor of this haveli too diffuses sulkiness in her absence. But don't worry key of happiness for each entity that belongs to RCs will be here before evening aarti. Make the best of everything for her welcome ceremony, she will get to know today what importance she holds in our lives. Especially in.in my life. Now I know that she is the only person in my life who can help me out in creating the better society for woman of my society. No one can replace her place in my life. No one. My little student is a bundle of joy whose company I will cherish forever.", Anirudh uttered feeling guilty, realizing how wrong he was when he trashed her out of their haveli harshly.

To rectify his mistake now he wanted everything best for her but not before asking the forgiveness in her own way, his fingers pulling his ears while his body doing the sit-ups. He was very sure his little Bondia and Sumati Ma will certainly forgive him when he explains them that his only intention was to teach her a lesson for telling a lie so that in future she doesn't get engaged in any kind of loss of Saudamini and locals of Tulsipur either directly or indirectly.

He was ashamed on his stupidity for venting his anger out on that little angel beyond ethical measures, what made him so angry that he lost the track of humanity and made her little eyes cry ocean of tears. Instead of wiping her swollen, red, tearful eyes tenderly, making her eat healthy! he just ignored her cries and shacking figure. He let her go without even looking at her pleading for apology face.

He later realized the sensitivity Bondita and Birajwasi's connection that he must have had handled that matter calmly, sagaciously, and maturely, like he studies actual court cases. Now the past cannot be changed but he knew his apologies to Bondita and her mother will bring him peace. Even though she was just an eight-year-old kid, her forgiveness mattered to him the most and that is why he himself is going to receive her with lots of gifts and love for her.