BUT THE SKY IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL RIGHT NOW
AND I KNOW THAT I AM OFTEN SAD
BUT THERE ARE MOMENTS WHEN
I FALL IN LOVE WITH THE WORLD AND
I ADORE ALL THE OXYGEN INSIDE MY LUNGS
AND I'M NOT SCARED ANYMORE.
.
those three days were the hardest of my life.
all i wanted to see was him.
when liam told me he had lived,
that he was alive. i had never been happier.
i hugged liam like a lifeline.
they had called after i left.
and thank god he wasn't too late like
i
was.
i go alone, upon request.
they understand, they know that
i feel stronger than they do.
i tell them his name, my heart racing
and they give me a room number.
i almost run to him.
my
heart
aches.
when i reach his room i can see
him in his bed.
he's awake and looking around.
i close my eyes and try and hold in the tears.
he is alive
he is alive
i step into the room,
and he looks at me, gaze softening.
"i am so sor-"
"i know you are, louis."
i step closer to his bed, and climb
in with him
whispering sweet things
into his hair.
i hold him close to me,
small and frail,
the room is white
and so so cold
and the air is stale and thick
like you can barely breathe.
we stay like this
for
hours.
"let's get you out of here."
i finally whisper to him,
and he nods quietly.
i stroke his cheek with my fingertips
and go to the doctors.
they say i shouldn't
because of the suicide attempt
but i shake my head.
"i'll protect him."
they shake their head
at me but let me go.
YOU ARE READING
HURRICANE
Fanfiction[ larry; completed ] he was just a hurricane of self destruction, troubled by the ghosts of his past, devoid of the color that he once possessed. yet he lives on, walking with the universe on his shoulders...