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I'VE FINALLY FOUND

HOME

WITHIN MYSELF.

.

he shows

me to the bathroom

and

i thank him quickly.

nice

enough.

nice

enough.

i lock the door

and slide down

it.

i sit on the floor.

i try to process.

i

am

tired.

i

am

tired.

i get up after a while

my thoughts

in a whirlwind.

i've never felt so

desperate to be

with

someone

else.

they make me

feel like

there

is

some

beauty

in

people.

i turn on the water.

and put

my fingers

underneath

the steady flow.

making sure

it's warm

or even hot.

it's nice to

feel

the

burn.

i turn

the water so it's on

the shower head

and shut the curtain.

i

strip

my

clothes.

i look in the body length

mirror

and i want to

get away.

i

am

so

ugly.

i get

in the shower

trying to rid myself

of the

image.

men

don't

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