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WHAT IF THE OCEAN IS CONFUSED?

WHAT IF IT RAGES BECAUSE IT DOES

NOT REALIZE ITS OWN DEPTH

AND PURPOSE?

.

i sat on the roof of the hotel for an hour

just thinking about what to say. 

how will i introduce myself,

a changed human being.

admitting the feelings i have for

one of the most beautiful souls on this earth.

when i began this journey, i only believed in the

earth, the dirt, the flowers, the trees. that there

was no true beauty within the people i encountered. 

i

was

wrong.

i found genuine connection with people

and started to escape the clutches of my own mind.

this

is

it.

niall sat with me for a few moments. 

"it's like i'm finally ready to say it." 

i whispered. 

"then tell him." 

his voice was quiet, quieter than mine. 

we talked for a few moments, he had a few 

reassuring words for me. 

"you're gonna do great." 

he gives me a long, drawn out and completely

needed hug. it made me know that i was cared 

for, that poeple were rooting for me. 

"liam and zayn finally got their shit together." 

i giggled. 

he smiles at me, 

and i leave him on the roof. 

i walk up to louis' door and breathe deeply. 

the door is locked, which is odd. 

but luckily since i bought the rooms, 

had

the

other

key. 

i opened the door 

slowly. 

"louis?"

my

heart

begins

to

race.

am i making a mistake?

he doesn't say anything. 

is he not in here?

i walk further into the bedroom,

it sounds like he's in the bathroom, 

the bath is running and i sigh with relief. 

i sit down on the bed, i can wait for him. 

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