AND HE SPOKE WORDS
THAT WOULD MELT IN YOUR
HANDS,
HE SPOKE WORDS OF WISDOM.
.
the next day, i wake up next to niall.
we were up until god knows when
talking about
e v e r y t h i n g.
i missed him.
i wipe the sleep from my eyes.
and the sunlight hits my skin and makes
me look like i am glowing.
and maybe.
maybe i am
glowing.
niall told me even more about his life.
how when he first kissed a boy
he just felt so right in that moment
like everything made sense.
he said his name was kaleb
and he said everything connected in that
moment.
he said that his heart was broken that
same moment too. because kaleb was very
very closeted and was the football team
star. pushed him off, and the feeling fizzled.
but he knew from that point on.
that made me smile.
i remember i kissed my first boy when i
was seventeen, on this journey of mine
just dropped out of highschool,
an older man named derek, had an expensive suit
and enough money to buy me a drink.
i knew i loved men, everything about them.
it was my time.
when i whispered into his ear that i was a virgin,
i could feel him tense. i remember him saying
that he wanted to take me.
his expensive king sized bed was soft as he kissed me
everywhere, especially on my red, sinful mouth.
i saw his wifes shoes at the closet and it made
me feel powerful.
he
chose
me.
and in the morning, i got my stuff,
and was about to walk out the door of his
room, and i looked back.
thanks
and i left.
i had everything taken all at once.
i was never really something i wasn't.
i never had the experience of the innocence of
a kiss with a crush.
meaningless, glorious, sex.
that's all i've ever known.
i think niall felt bad for me , in a way.
having it all ripped away from me like that.
i wouldn't have changed a thing.
i walk out of the room
and i literally run into louis
in the hallway.
my cheeks heat up.
"oops"
"hi"
we look at each other for a oment.
"you have fun with niall last night?"
he wiggles his eyebrows.
"oh god no, niall's great but we were just
talking. i've missed him."
louis nods.
"i miss you."
he looks down, and then walks past me
i'm not really sure what to say.
so i go back into the room
from which i came
and i fall asleep
next to niall.
(he is very warm,
but it is not the same.)
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HURRICANE
Fanfiction[ larry; completed ] he was just a hurricane of self destruction, troubled by the ghosts of his past, devoid of the color that he once possessed. yet he lives on, walking with the universe on his shoulders...
