Yearning for him (boyxboy)

Chapter 15

It was indeed a great show to watch. Levi had finally caught hold of the kid and imprisoned him on his lap.

He then started feeding the baby by distracting him with his toys. However, Lenny was smarter, he was pocketing food in his cheeks, thereby preventing Levi from feeding further without shoving in.

It was a struggle for Levi yet he managed to feed half of the oats.

I think I'll add some fruits in this oats or make something sweet tomorrow. Hopefully he comes tomorrow too.

"Cutie pie you gave me such a r-run. Hehe."

Lenny had dipped his fingers in the oats bowl and now licking his fingers interestedly. Levi lifted him to wash off his face and hands before he runs away to destroy the room.

Huh. Kids always makes surroundings so messy. But they are so cute.

Levi carried him back to the office room where he deposited him on the floor surrounding him with his toys.

"S-sir, shall I get something for you?"

"What?"

Levi fiddled with his thumbs while shifting on his two feet. He looked very uncomfortable yet he repeated his earlier question with an addition of its late for lunch.

"Oh. I see.... It's ok. I'm not hungry. You may leave to have your lunch."

Levi bowed his head slightly before hurrying out the room. It isn't that he is hungry, he wanted a breather. He sat on the luscious grass after buying croissant and vanilla milkshake from the canteen. There were chirping of birds and fluttering of butterflies in the garden. This serene atmosphere brought him some peace.

He started munching on his croissant with constant sips of milkshake, all the while his thoughts had wandered to the day when he had asked his husband to think about adoption. Levi loved kids yet Robert loathed them. He used to consider them unwanted distractions as well as waste of time who could only give headaches in return with all their whining.

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It was third year into their relationship.

Levi was laying with Robert on the bed watching some horror movie. Levi wasn't interested in it, rather he turned towards Robert admiring his beauty. He closed the gap between them and started drawing small circles on his hubby's chest with his pointer. Robert in turn wrapped his arms around his lover but returned to watching his movie.

Levi was feeling very lonely these days. When Robert goes to work in the morning, he would be left alone with his thoughts all through the day. Since the grooming and conditioning to become a perfect husband was already begun, he stayed inside the house whenever Robert had to go out for work.

He was nervous to ask his lover. Yet he gathered his courage and cleared his throat.

"Robby, can we adopt a kid?"

"Huh? Pardon?"

Now Levi was getting scared. He learnt quickly to not cross a line with his lover yet here he is about to do that. He doesn't know if Robert hadn't listened to him earlier or if he is getting frustrated.

Robert slowly unbuttoned his shirt while placing deliberate kisses on his neck.

"Ah. I-I asked if w-we could a-adopt a k-kid?"

Robert was starting to get frustrated as he tightened his arms around Levi's waist. Still Levi didn't get a hint, instead continued with his request.