Love♡ Peter Parker x y/n Laufeyson

Chapter 20

It had been a month since Bucky had arrived at the tower. I trained with him every day after school, caught him up on everything that he had missed (which was a lot) and bought him a whole new wardrobe.

I was sitting in my room after school watching Brooklyn 99 and stuffing my face with crisps. I heard a knock at the door and got up to answer it. I opened it and there was Peter with his perfect hair, his perfect jawline, his perfect eyes... Oh my god, I need to stop.

"Can I come in?" He asked. He wasn't smiling as much as he usually was, something was wrong.

"Oh, yeah of course." I smiled, attempting to lighten the mood. He entered and went and sat down on my bed. "You ok?"

"You never talk to me anymore!" He practically hissed at me. He paused, taken aback by the volume of his own words.

"What?" I was so confused

"You're always busy! Doing things with everyone else! Especially Bucky! You have no time for me! I hate it! I've tried to talk to you on countless occasions and you've just brushed me off like I don't matter! We used to do everything together, but now I don't even matter to you!" Angry tears started forming in his eyes, he seemed so angry yet so sad at the same time. He couldn't say that! I hadn't done any of that! My blood stared to boil as he shouted in my face.

"I don't know what you're going on about! I spend time with you! And Bucky went through so much, the same shit that I went through, but for about twenty times the amount of time I did! I am trying to help him! I'm sorry that I have a life outside playing games with you! Times change Peter! We aren't 12 anymore! I'm sorry that I don't follow you round like little puppy! I'm sorry that we missed nearly 3 years of our childhood together because I wasn't careful or strong enough to fend off psychotic men at the age of 13! You think I chose this? I'm trying to live my life, and if that means that I don't spend every waking your of my day with you then I'm sorry!"

His eyes grew wide as I yelled back "y/n, you know I didn't mean it like that-" he tried to reason but I cut him off, too angry to hear his voice.

"Save it! I don't want to talk to you right now." I ran out the door, slamming it behind me and heading to wards the lounge. Trying to calm myself down.

"Hey, y/n!" Nat said solemnly. "Wait, why are you crying?"

They hadn't heard the shouting. "Just a sad bit in my tv show" I lied. I looked around, noticing the same solemn look on everyone's face. "Why are you all depressed?"

" Y/n, you might want to sit down," Thor said oh no, this doesn't sound good, Thor is rarely ever sad. I say down on One of the couches, sinking into the cushions, my eyes still glued on Thor quizzically. "I recently got into a battle with the creatures which you may know as The Dark Elves. I broke Loki out of the asgardian prison so he could help me escape and save the nine realms. I am so sorry..." He started to choke up, which I whenever saw him do before. I was still as confused as before. " He... He died y/n, there was nothing I can do. But he died a hero. "

"No...no...no is this a joke?" He shook hi head " So I'll never get to meet my own brother? The only one who cared for me? No! I... I need some air!"

Too much happened today, my emotions were going crazy and my head was throbbing. I could feel my powers stating to lose control. My eyes felt like they were burning as they started to glow. I ran towards the elevator and pressed the ground floor button, tears streaming down my face.

"Y/n! Please!" I heard Tony shout

"Leave me alone!" I stuttered as the doors closed on them.

Soon i was out of the tower, running down the street. I ran down an alleyway and collapsed down the wall, tears rolling down my cheeks and hitting the cold floor.

Why did this have to happen? Everything was ok! Everything was fine and it all came crashing down on me. What have I ever done to deserve this?

A/n: well that was an emotional rollercoaster!

Sorry it took so long, I had to rewrite it like 3 times.

Hope you enjoyed it
:)