My friend I finally opened the box. I read your letter in case your wondering. What hurt me the most is that you didn't tell me, you kept quiet. We're friend for a reason. Are we friends?
I've been trying to get through this month just like I did last month. Fast and quiret. My grades are finally getting better. I feel happier and more content with myself. I mean after reading your letter I got a little bit of closure but that's it, I just think it's my fault for not letting you talk. Why didn't you say anything?
My friend I'm sorry you felt the way you did. I really am, I didn't know you had so much trouble. You always seemed so happy and just so confident. I never saw you hurt. Cancer? Seriously that's your excuse? My friend you never had cancer somebody would've told me. You would've told me.
I love you. So much, I'm mad that you didn't tell me about your problems. We were supposed to be a team. A team works together. A team helps each other or one another. Did you do that? No. Instead you sat there watching me struggle. You sat there with your feelings jumbled up in your body.
God my friend. Seriously? You make me so mad! You're not even alive and your still pissing me off. Damn. I don't even know what to write to you this week. Everything that I want to say will end up hurting your feelings. It will leave me broken and tired. Jesus. Are you happy now?
Please tell me you're happy.
My friend I love you so much. And I want to see you and I want to hug you. God I really hope you're doing better. I hope God is taking good care of you up there, I hope he's doing a fine job.
My friend I love and miss you, I'll see you soon. I promise.
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Hi you guys! I'm really sorry for the last two chapters I know there short. Only because the character is developing and she's finding stuff along the way. Thank you so much for all the reads. I really appreciate it. :)
