"I'm falling for you too..."
I stopped breathing when she said that. I stared at her trying to find a lie somewhere in those words. When I didn't, I let myself relax.
"Y-you are?" I asked.
"I am. I've always noticed you but you've always been shy around me.. Coming into that bathroom was not just for sex but for an opportunity for us. I want to be with you, in a serious relationship. You mean a lot to me Jennifer. You're too good for this world. You deserve someone too." I smile and rub my hands against her thighs. I felt so safe with her.
"I want a relationship with you too but I've never been in one.. I don't know how to be in one. I don't want to do or say the wrong things"
"I'll help you. You have nothing to be afraid of, let's start off by talking about you." I sat up a little. Here we go.
"Okay.. What do you wanna talk about?" I always hate talking about myself and she knows that. It never turns out well. For either party. I either say too much or not enough.
"What are your pronouns first off? I never asked how you felt about being called a good boy.."
"I mean I consider myself a woman. So, she/her/they, I guess? And I liked it actually.. It made me feel things" I say blushing a little. She chuckles and shifts a little in my lap.
"Okay, that's what I figured but if you have a change of heart and want to take on other pronouns, don't be afraid to tell me okay? I'm always going to support you" I felt tears come to my eyes but I blinked them away. Nobody has ever cared about me like she is right now. My feelings didn't matter most of the time.
"Okay thank you.. I used to think about it when I was in high school.. Being a boy, that is. I hardly have any boobs and I have a big appendage attached to me, but I didn't go through with it. I like being intersexual, best of both worlds. You are the first woman to like me." She smiles and leans down pressing a kiss against my lips.
"Of course Jennifer. I liked you before I even knew you were intersex. You having an extra appendage will never change my feelings. It's never going to scare me away." I relaxed a little more at hearing that.
"Can you get me pregnant?" She asked next.
"As far as the doctors know, yes."
"Okay, I'll have to start remembering my birth control from now on. Is there anything I can do to make you more comfortable? Any certain foods, drinks, etc?"
"Not at the moment, I'm very comfortable with everything going on. Will I have to meet your parents..?"
"Eventually, yes. I want them to know who's going to be making me happy. You are going to be a part of me now. Do you want the team to know?"
"Can we not tell them for a while? I- I'm not ashamed, I just.. This is all new to me. I don't want to do anything wrong and you leave.." I bow my head, staring at my fingers as they pick at one another.
"Jennifer" she places a finger under my chin, lifting my head, "We can wait as long as you want us to. And you'll never do anything wrong in my eyes. You're perfect." I blush a little. I really hit the jackpot with her.
"Like I told you before. I want to take care of you. You deserve everything in life. I'm not trying to buy your love or force you to stay with me but I want to treat you like the Prince you are" she winks at me smiling, "We will take things slow, get to know each other, and see where things go. If for some reason you don't want this anymore, we will remain friends. I want you to be comfortable with your decision."
"Okay, can I ask you something?"
"Of course baby. This is a safe place"
"A-re you a um.. a-a dominant?" I stutter out. I looked up the roles of a D/S relationship last night. I've always been submissive to Emily. I rather listen to her than Hotch sometimes when we are on a case. I look to her for directions on anything.
"I am. And you are a submissive. I've studied your behavior for years. You're always nervous around me because I like to be in charge. You always look to me for the answer even if Hotch or Rossi are standing there too. You don't talk about your feelings or express yourself unless you're asked to. You hate big parties or going out with us, just like Spence. It's also the way you carry yourself. Very reserved and simple, looking for someone to be a mother figure to you when your mom isn't around."
"Is that going to be our relationship?"
"Only if that's what you want. We can explore other things. We can switch roles if that's what you want but I still want to take care of you. Whatever you're comfortable with, that's what we will do"
"I don't know yet.. Can I think about it?"
"Of course baby but for now, how about we go upstairs and take a shower? We have a few more days of our vacation left to relax and talk more." I grab her around the waist and stand up, she wraps her legs around my waist as I carry her upstairs.
When we get into the bathroom she starts undressing me. Placing kisses along my body. It almost makes me cry because of how gentle and loving she is to me. This is all so new to me. I don't know how to feel, how to express myself.
After we shower, we get into bed, cuddling up. Her head is on my chest as we lay in the dark. The coolness of her fan put me to sleep. As my eyes were closing I could've sworn she whispered, "Ti amo" meaning I love you.. I shrugged it off and let sleep take over me.
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FanfictionJJ can't deny the advance of Emily after a case in Texas. The feelings she had for Emily will finally come to light when Emily follows her into the airplane bathroom. Will this be a one time thing or will they finally stop denying what they feel for...