My feelings are overwhelming,
They never leave me alone,
I don't want to stay here anymore,
A universe of my own is what I need,
Fantasy and creativity,
Something I'm good at,
Not this hellish rut,
I didn't want to stay alive in the first place,
Had you locked me inside I would've ended up dead,
A noose hanging loose from my ceiling,
Tied tightly to my own breathing,
The pulse slowing down as I let out a sigh,
Now I realize
I left you behind,
I left you alone to feel all the pain,
To grieve quietly from seeing my cut open veins
The blood sliding down on the ground,
Focused on letting me down,
You walk in and you tear yourself apart,
You start to scream as you see my feet,
Hanging from above,
You didn't want to see me weep,
But this time you couldn't help but freak,
This wasn't what you wanted to see on a school night
Wanted to ask me what I wanted to do,
Now you know the answer might've been: " To kill through "
Even though that makes no sense,
You'd have understood what I meant..
YOU ARE READING
Emotions.
PoetryThis is where I'll be posting my poetry! (Cover photograph is taken by me) Most of my poems will have some triggering topics, so please read with caution. I hope you find comfort in my words, and maybe it'll help you feel a little less alone if you'...
