I'm tired.
Waking up,
Looking down;
a body that isnt mine,
Half-assed efforts,
Eyes barely opening,
Fidgeting, meds taken
I'm mentally drowning
I try and I try,
What's the point?
I want to lay down,
Maybe sleep forever,
"Sleeping beauty" dreams,
Just not the origional story,
Try, grab a hold of me
Supervised.
Batting an eye,
All of a sudden,
My skin is leaking,
Water trembling,
Your cheeks are stained,
My wrists are red,
It upset you, you told me
Enough.
Never enough,
She does it better,
He's more attractive,
They're more talented,
Always observing,
Comparing,
It's never about me,
Only about whatever I'm not
Convince.
Convince me,
Telling me im enough,
Your love shows off,
It's okay, I'm okay
You always slow me down,
I've had enough of myself,
Convinced it'll always be heavy,
They tell me;
breathing is a necessity,
I believe them more than me,
So why do I never feel..
The urge to breathe?
Overwhelming.
This mental tone,
Wrenching inside my heart,
I hope to never see it again,
Never wanted this in the first place,
To watch you fall apart,
Was the last thing on my list
YOU ARE READING
Emotions.
PoetryThis is where I'll be posting my poetry! (Cover photograph is taken by me) Most of my poems will have some triggering topics, so please read with caution. I hope you find comfort in my words, and maybe it'll help you feel a little less alone if you'...
