Candles blowing for every hit,
A sea of mistakes;
Could make me get seasick,
I'm rocking back and forth,
My hands are shaking,
There's no use, count no efforts
I'm screaming for help,
Shouting at the top of my lungs,
Yet they never heard me,
Never saw the thorns
If I removed parts of my brain,
Handed them to you in the mail,
Would you think I'm insane?
Or would you see the cracks,
Maybe you'd fix the pain?
Impossible, you're too blind
You could barely see the hurt you gave me
Chuckling and laughing,
You love it, don't you?
The way my eyes cry;
Whenever you pull and use my my body
I'm broken,
I've said this too many times before,
A cat at your door,
I'm only here for the food;
Or so you thought,
In reality I'm longing for a home,
For someone to pick me up,
All I've ever wanted was love,
Haven't you realized?
I never meant to push you away,
Never meant for you to feel like this,
I'm not a monster..I'm not captor,
I'm just really scared..
CAN YOU NOT SEE IT?!
WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING BLIND!
WHENEVER I CRY, IM SCREAMING
WHENEVER IM SLEEPING;
ANXIETIES BECOME DREAMS,
IM A DANGER TO MYSELF,
YET YOU LOOK AT ME AND THINK
"You don't need help"
IM BREAKING DOWN AT YOUR FEET!
I DONT NEED TO REPLY TO YOU,
I DONT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING!!
I AM MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN YOU
YOURE MY THIRD PRIORITY
ME
MY CATS
THEN YOU
GET THAT THROUGH YOUR BRAIN
IF IM NOT OKAY
DONT FORCE ME TO STAY UP LATE
DONT TELL ME IM DISTANT
DONT ASK ME FOR HELP
JUST LET ME HEAL
I WANT SPACE
STOP PRESSURING ME TO SPEAK
I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR ALL OF THIS RESPONSIBILITY!!!
YOU ARE READING
Emotions.
PoetryThis is where I'll be posting my poetry! (Cover photograph is taken by me) Most of my poems will have some triggering topics, so please read with caution. I hope you find comfort in my words, and maybe it'll help you feel a little less alone if you'...
