Too many words,
The consequences of our actions,
I'll cry and feel it all hit,
Crawling back into the corner of my brain,
I'm in timeout inside my own head,
Breaks don't work with me,
I could be free for all eternity,
I'd still be dreading the moment I awake,
Where my vision is foggy;
There's no escape
These legs can't carry too much,
The weight of my heart hurts so bad;
I'll bend, breakdown all over the place
I can't hold myself up anymore
The weight of the world along my skin
Constant worries and overthinking
I'm a man trapped inside a prison;
I call my body
I'm always in pain
The hands of mine constantly shake,
Nervous to speak, walk and breathe
I'm too much, but also too little
Either there or nowhere to be found
They'll never be happy with my mind
"You should socialize more"
Kind of difficult to do;
I'm so afraid to fall
"You should try harder"
I'm already trying my best,
My body is about to collapse
Draining my own battery,
These thoughts never stop,
It's so much more than my brain,
I'm the fuel to my own pain,
This misery that I feel inside?
Caused by my own frame of mind
I'm the reasoning behind the hurt
I just wish you'd see more,
More than these tears of mine
YOU ARE READING
Emotions.
PoetryThis is where I'll be posting my poetry! (Cover photograph is taken by me) Most of my poems will have some triggering topics, so please read with caution. I hope you find comfort in my words, and maybe it'll help you feel a little less alone if you'...
