days past, i decided to follow him. my heart broke as he messaged me asking if it was me. it was hard to realise that he must of done that to everyone who followed him during that time.
i didn't know what to say. remembering what happened. what i did to him in the relationship.
how i left him.
i cant have him experience that again.
i denied that it was me, i told him to stop bothering me. over the next few days all i saw was him venting his heart out about how he cared to much for me. i realised that he doesn't even know if i'm alive or dead.
i texted him, keeping my fake persona. i asked if he was ok and if he wanted to vent. he did. i got dizzy. my head starting spinning.
i sat there for 20 minutes comforting him. i listened to how he didn't care about my opinion. i listened to how he's still worried about me. it hit me. that entire time i was ignoring him after our breakup he would watch my tweets, he would watch my sleeping patterns, all to make sure i was okay.
after all these weeks he still has feelings for me. i caved in. i told him everything. he wasn't mad. he knew it was me. he figured i needed space from him.
