after this i started having night terrors.
every night, i would wake up.
i couldnt breathe, i was shaking.
nothing could calm me down.
i was later diagnosed with nightmare disorder. it apparently stemmed from stress.
the stress of everything happening, with sap, with will, with george and karl. all of them.
i was scared that one day i would wake up and see that they all had left me. but even then.
he was there for me. he was the one thing that helped me keep my sanity.
it was george, it was always him.
we listened to each other. no matter what, we always understood each other. without him, i wouldnt be here today.
