I'm Here

chapter 14

A few months later!!!!!!!!

the puppies are grown. They are huge. Bigger than Aaron when standing on their hind legs. They were fully trained and potty trained. I never had a single problem with them pottying in the house. Aaron was unable to train Diesel so I had to. He listened to me and afterwards listened to Aaron. I told him but he disagreed.
"So baby girl," he smiled,"can I call you baby girl?"
"Sure," I smiled.
He wrapped his arms around me, "can I tell you how I really feel?"
My heart started to race. I nodded.
Was it good?
Bad?
Oh no am I even ready for the truth?
I knew it.
He is gonna say he doesn't care isn't he?
He stood up in front of me.
"Emma," he looked down, "I feel different about you then I did when I first met you. I thought you were just some girl until you stayed to help me. That's when I really started to like you. I was able to make you not as scared. I told you that I would protect you and I plan on keeping that promise. But then there is reality," he looked up.
This is it. He is going to tell me to leave. Fat He Doesn't Care Anymore. I just know it.
"The truth is," he pulled me up, "i love you. I care more about you now then ever before. If anything tragic ever happens to you I won't know what to do. I will be a wreck. I can't lose you. I mean this is reality. I cared about you then, I care so much more now. I mean I really love you Emma. I really do. I hope you believe me. I will never just walk out on you. Never, ever."
I smiled and he kissed me. He pulled away after a few seconds and our foreheads touched. I smiled.
"Is that true?" I asked.
"Every single word," he smiled.
I laughed and kissed him again.
"I," I pulled away, "I...I love you too. So incredibly much. I stuck around because you made me feel better. For some reason my head told me not to believe but my heart told me to. My mother told me to. She saw the good in you. I see it to. I'm just glad that you're here now. I was so scared earlier. So scared. When they took me I did-
"It's ok," he smiled, "I know how you felt. I was so scared that I was going to lose you once I found you. I was so scared Emma."
He buried his head in my shoulder. I could feel the tears. I wrapped my arms around him and saw down slowly. He moved with me. I kissed his head.
"I know," I sighed, "I know. But I'm here now. I've been here. I'm better than ever. Do you know why?"
"Why?" He pulled up.
"Because of you," I smiled.
I wiped the tears away and kissed him.
"All you,' I smiled, "and i mean that."
He smiled and kissed me again. It was a longer kiss this time. I didn't want him to pull away but he did sooner or later.
"You didn't want me to stop did you?" He smiled.
"Honesty I didn't," I looked down.
"Don't be ashamed of it," he lifted my chin, "I didn't want to stop either. I just don't know when is to long."
I shook my head, "eternity won't be long enough."
He smiled and kissed me again.
Aaron pov
We told each other our true feelings. I was so scared that she would feel differently. Feel that she didn't love me. I was able to explain to her all my feelings. MY thoughts. Then she told me how she felt. I couldn't help but smile. She told me that she loved me back. Then we talked about how I found her and how scared we were. I started crying and she let me cry into her shoulder. She made me feel better. She kissed my head. Afterwards we kissed. The first time that I pulled away I could tell she didn't want me too.
"You didn't want me to stop did you?" I smiled.
"Honesty I didn't," she looked down.
"Don't be ashamed of it," I lifted her chin, "I didn't want to stop either. I just don't know when is to long."
She shook her head, "eternity won't be long enough."
I smiled and kissed her again. I pushed her down slowly and now she was laying on her back. My hands we planted around her waist. Her hands were around my neck. I opened my eyes for a split second to see her smile. I pulled away but kept my face close to hers. I leaned my forehead against hers. We were both breathing heavily. I smiled.
"I love your kisses," she smiled.
"I love yours too," I grinned.
She looked up at me, "do you mean it?"
"Of course," I nodded, "why wouldn't I?"
"Don't know," she looked away, "I just-
"Hey I love you," I moved her chin back to me, "more than you will ever know."
I smiled when I saw her smile. I leaned back in and kissed her. It was nice to be able to kiss her without worry. To know how much she cares. I was just scared that maybe she went for a walk and someone takes her.
What would I do then?
Should I tell her about the tracker?
When do I tell her?
After we kissed I sat up. She sat up with me and laid her head on my shoulder. I intertwined our fingers and held them to my face.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
"Well," I sighed, "when my dad drugged you he put a tracker in your arm. That's how I found you."
She looked at her left arm. There was a scare where it was implanted. She looked at me and tears gathered in her eyes.
"So you found me because you could," she sniffled, "not because you wanted to."
I cupped her cheeks and kissed her again.
"No," I shook, "I found you because I needed to and I had the chance to save you."
She looked down and covered her face with her hands. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tightly.
"Emma I love you," I said, "I love you so incredibly much."
She looked up at me, "I love you too."