I'm Here

chapter 33

She was waking. She looked at me smiled, but the smile went away after a few moments. I looked down.
Emma pov
How could I still have feelings for a killer?
The answer is simple. I love him and I don't think anything can change that. Oh well. I'll guess I'll deal with it. I leaned forward and kissed him. His lips were soft...like a baby. I pulled away and smiled. He smiled and pushed some of the hair out of my face and behind my ear.
"How are ya love?" He faked an accent.
I chuckled, "I'm doing pretty good."
He laughed, I laughed. Just a mini bonding moment. I want things to go back to the way there were between us. I miss that. I don't want to be scared of him but I am. I need to know how to get over my fear. I stood up and had him walk with me. We walked down the stairs and to the kitchen. I made breakfast and we both ate. Soon afterwards we walked and sat on the couch. He turned on TV and the two dogs; Diesel and Lily, sat next to us. I smiled and leaned into him. He held me in his arms. Since he was bigger than me he always made me feel safe. I smiled as he held me. Even though that feeling felt different right now. He leaned his head into my neck and kissed me gently. I smiled and closed my eyes.
"Are you scared of me?" He asked.
"Honestly," I sighed, "yes. But I know why you did it. I just am scared about..."
"You think I will do it to you," he nodded, "I know. But I won't. I will never do anything to hurt you Emma and that is a promise."
I smiled and he kissed my cheeks.
"I believe you," I smiled.
He nodded, "do you forgive me? Cause I'm sorry."
"Yeah I guess," I smiled.
He chuckled and kissed me again. I smiled through it and he stayed there for a bit. When he pulled away he gave me a sad look.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing," he said, "just glad to have you back."
I nodded, "I'm glad I'm back too."
Again, he kissed me. A nice warm kiss. A kiss filled with love, joy and passion.  A kiss that is full of need and want. I love him. He loves me. It's perfect.