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hey, how are you going? we just want to say that this chapter contains smut... so read at your own risk ;)
- ZCandKM

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Anastasia's POV:

I giggled as Sebastian laid me down on his large soft bed.

"You didn't have to carry me up all those stairs you know, your house is like 6 stories!" I explained, feeling somewhat guilty.

"I know darling, but I wanted to. It was the least I could do," Sebastian reassured as he tucked me in, making sure I was comfy and warm.

I was engulfed in his scent on his luxurious sheets that made me feel like I was sleeping on a cloud. A masculine scent, one of cedar wood and undertones of something I can't place my finger on. My senses were overwhelmed in the best way possible.

My eyes drifted closed as he lowered himself onto the bed.

"I'm not tired" I moaned in his ear, causing his demeanour to change.

"That's it" he replied sternly and in one swift movement, his large hand clasped my hair and pulled it, my neck exposed.

"You ready for me sweetheart? This will be the best night of your life" his hazel eyes were stormy and he licked his lips as they made their way to my neck and started to drift lower.

His tongue traced over my collarbone and I was shivering in anticipation. I wanted him inside me. Now.

His hands held my hips still as I felt his breath against the entrance of my button up shirt. Slowly he began removing the buttons of my shirt skilfully.

His fingers unclasped my bra like he's done it a million times but his movements were soft. Not for long.

Once he removed the last button he began planting soft kisses down my stomach until he reached the waistband of my pyjama shorts. His kisses gradually became harder until he reached the band of my shorts. He slowly lowered them until they were down to the middle of my thigh, exposing my underwear.

He was being so gentle with me considering my wounds and my heart melted at the sentiment.

As he began to move his hands towards my entrance, I smacked his hand away. Of course I wanted him but I preferred to give him some sort of chase before he gets what he wants.

"Why do you want me to stop? Your moans sound like you're enjoying yourself, my love"

I controlled myself, "Don't think you can get what you want so easily" I snapped back.

He let out a small laugh "I can get what I want because you're mine, and I, yours. You are mine to fuck. Mine to pleasure. Now be a good girl and expose yourself to me."

I couldn't help but submit to what he wanted.
He began to lower my underwear down my thigh, fully exposing my entrance to him.

"Jesus, you're so wet for me" Sebastian said with pleasure in his tone.

He began moving his fingers towards my clit, moving in small circles to get me comfortable. He slowly began moving two fingers around my entrance.

It felt so good but I knew he was teasing me, he wouldn't put his fingers inside me.

"Please Sebastian" I pleaded.

My words were cut off by the sudden thrust of his fingers inside me, making me gasp in pleasure.

He continued to move in and out of me, pleasuring me with each movement, slowly gaining speed. I felt him hit my pressure spot and the feeling of him was so exhilarating I couldn't help but scream.

"Ohhh Fuck- Sebastian!" I loved the way he made me feel.

He removed his fingers from inside. He looked up at my with his dark eyes, "I'm only going to tell you this once, no matter how much you want to, you will not come. Is that what you want? Are you doing alright Anastasia?" His concern was so sweet and something I definitely wasn't familiar with. The way he said my name made me crumble underneath him.

"Yes" I replied and his head disappeared between my thighs. Oh fuck. As soon as he went down on me I felt instant pleasure coursing through my body.

His tongue circled my clit, sucking slightly. He began moving his tongue inside me, circling every inch of my walls. The louder I became, the wetter I got. For him. And only him. His fingers joined in with his tongue as he inserted one, then two inside, making me want to come right at that moment.

"Sebastian... please- oh god!"

Whatever he was asking was working because I was so obsessed with the sensation he gave me. My legs were trembling, I really needed to come. But I couldn't. I needed to wait otherwise he wouldn't give me what I wanted.

He suddenly stopped and pulled his tongue out from inside me and hovered on top of me. Millimetres from my face. He slowly began planting kisses along my neck. Marking his desire in the form of bruises. I felt something hard rub against my bare opening. He looked down at himself then looked back up at me. He looked at me with lust and it drove me insane.

He paused and took slow breaths, "Anastasia, can I fuck you?"

"Yes. Do it now, I fucking need you right now." I whimpered.

He opened the condom wrapper with his teeth and slid it down his length.

He slammed into my core, hard, fast thrusts growing with more intensity every time.

"OH MY GOD GO FASTER," I screamed.

"Shut your mouth and obey me, Ana" he growled as his hands clasped around my neck, causing my lips to part. He took advantage of that and drove his tongue into my mouth as his grip tightened. My smaller hands went to his hands and tried to pull them off of me but he only gripped me harder. I took in all of the air I could get in before he finally let me go. I swear my neck has the imprints of his hands. Claiming me as he slams his hips to meet mine.

"Fuck baby I'm almost going to come. You're perfect" he moaned out "I've never felt this way before."

"I-"

"Did I say you could speak?" He growled.

"Come. Now" Sebastian sternly whispered into my ear, giving me a glimpse of what's to come.

I couldn't hold it in anymore, his demand sent shivers down my spine. His thrusts slowed down and I felt him come apart inside of me.

"Oh my god" I sighed, exhausted.

"Can I get you anything? Water? I'll go get you a towel. Don't move, love" he said as he got up and I immediately missed him next to me. He returned with a towel and began to wipe me up.

"Are you alright?" He asked tenderly, assessing my wounds.

"Um- um yes you were great but I've never-"

"Anastasia... are you a virgin??" His eyes opened, surprised.

"I mean I've never gone that far with anyone before.. you're my... first"

Sebastian stilled and stared me right in the eyes, filling me with worry.

"I'm- I'm sorry" I said as I began to sit up.

"No" he pushed me back down, "I'm honoured baby, you were amazing" he said as he kissed me on the forehead.

I blushed and rested my head on his chest. I was peaceful but I couldn't ignore the throbbing between my legs and the blood seeping from my wound.

Sebastian disappeared into the bathroom and emerged with a new bandaid and fresh gauze.

He took good care of me. I didn't quite understand why but I certainly wasn't complaining.