Hidden Pasts | 18+|

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hey guys! it's been a little while since this has happened but it's coming up in this chapter. not so much for Anastasia but let's just say Sebastian has a good time 😏
-ZCandKM

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Sebastian's POV:

I scooped Anastasia up into my arms quietly, making sure we didn't wake our sleeping beauty. She gasped but I put my hand over her mouth to muffle her sounds.

We walked past the crib and into the bathroom, making sure to shut the door behind us because things were about to get explicit.

Having Lola was a blessing but now it'll be difficult to have time for ourselves. We'll make it work, we always do.

I began to strip myself, ridding myself of my shirt and pants, leaving me in only my boxers which were being stretched by my length. I was hopeless. I was rock hard at just the mere sight of Anastasia eating. I knew we couldn't actually have sex but we would figure something out. I wouldn't pressure Ana to do anything she didn't want to. She just gave birth after all.

Standing in front of the mirror with me standing behind her, I slowly lowered her bra strap over her shoulder and kissed her neck gently. She moved her head to the side, allowing me access and I took advantage of this.

Slowly, she stripped down to her underwear as well and we both stood there. The sexual energy in the bathroom could be cut with a knife but it was like we were both nervous to make the first move. Oh my god. We were like teenagers.

I turned her around to face me and pulled her underwear over her hips, letting them fall to the ground before I lifted her up onto the counter. She ran her fingers down the plains of my abs all the way to my back and I shivered, needing to feel more of her.

Quickly, I took my boxers off and my length sprung free, causing Anastasia's breath to hitch. I smirked at her surprise even though she's taken it many, many times.

"Shower?" I questioned and she got off the counter, leading me eagerly under the rainfall shower heads. The temperature was perfect and the water cascaded down both of our bodies, washing away any previous tension in the air.

I quickly shut off the water as steam filled the shower and fogged up the glass around us.

"I want to give you a blowjob" she said confidently and it took me by surprise. I always wanted to please Anastasia first so the fact that she wanted to please me, made me harden ever so slightly more.

"Are you sure?" I questioned hesitantly, wanting to ensure that she was aware of what she was asking for.

"Yes" she said under her breath, laced with lust.

She got down onto her knees and the sight of her kneeling before me had me wanting to grab her hair and thrust myself down her throat. But I had to let her take it at her own pace, no matter how much I needed her.

She looked up at me and smirked before she took my tip into her mouth and I threw my head back, resisting the urge to push myself in deep.

Her hands made their way down my length to where her mouth couldn't reach and I felt myself hit the back of her throat.

"Holy fuck" I muttered.

She continued to take me and I couldn't believe how incredible she was doing. She pulled me out of her mouth and caught her breath.

"You're holding back, aren't you?" She asked and I was fighting with my thoughts.

"Yes" I responded, slightly ashamed.

"Don't." She said so matter of factly and I couldn't help but grab her hair at the base of her neck and hold it in my fist. She took in a shocked breath of air before I pulled her closer to my throbbing dick.

I tightened my grip on her hair as I felt her mouth around me.

"If you've had enough and can't speak, tap my thigh" I explained, a little nervous to hurt her. "I'll stop immediately."

She agreed and before she could recognise what I was doing, I filled up her mouth and saw tears forming in her eyes. I felt bad but she told me not to hold back. I knew she could take it and if she didn't want to, she would let me know.

My eyes rolled to the back of my head and her hands were placed on my thighs, trying to maintain distance and get the air she was so desperate for.

I grabbed her nose and constricted her airways for a split second and the feeling of her gagging slightly around my dick was euphoric.

I quickly pulled her out of my mouth and a long string of saliva was connecting my length to her mouth. Tears streamed down her face and she gave me a smile, letting me know that she enjoyed it as much as me.

I wiped her lip with my thumb and she took it into her mouth, sucking it and making me twitch.

"You're teasing me" I growled and she only smirked. I had enough. I wiped my tip over her lips and thrusted myself inside her mouth again, hitting the back of her throat repeatedly and remorsefully, nearly at my release.

"Fuck!" I yelled.

She hollowed her cheeks and allowed myself to go further inside and that's when I couldn't take it anymore. I released into her mouth and she swallowed every last drop.

"Damn" she said, dropping down onto the floor.

"Are you alright, baby?" I leant down and picked up her body.

"Yes. Are you?" She said, wrapping her arms around my neck.

"Oh my god. You don't even know. That was the best blowjob anyone has ever given me" I started to explain, not knowing how to put my feelings into words.

"Let's get you cleaned up" I said softly and turned the water back on, letting it heat up before I guided our naked bodies under the spray.

I put some body wash onto her sponge and began to clean her back, then stomach and then down her legs. She gently kissed my lips and I obliged, letting my tongue explore her.

She moaned and I wrapped my hand around her throat ever so slightly, and she smiled.

"What? Is a blowjob all you can take?" She tilted her head.

"Don't tempt me, Lola could wake up any second."

She chuckled while shaking her head and I couldn't help but break into a huge smile.

I grabbed us both a towel and wrapped her in hers before I walked out into our bedroom to grab some clothes.

I picked out some grey sweatpants for myself with fresh boxers and some underwear and one of my oversized shirts for Anastasia.

We both dressed comfortably because I had a feeling it would be a bit of an adjustment having to wake up and help Lola. She's been a pretty good girl so far but I still can't help but worry. I think she might get more sleep than me.

I tucked my girl into bed and cuddled her up next to me.

"Goodnight, I love you." I kissed her on the cheek.

"I love you too" she laid her head onto my chest and draped her leg over my torso. If she moved it down anymore, I knew we would have another problem on our hands.

With that in mind, I drifted off into a light sleep, staying alert in case Lola needed anything.

I still can't even believe how good that felt. Holy fuck. She's just so fucking perfect.