Hidden Pasts | 18+|

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tw: smut. they have an interesting relationship to say the least lmao
- ZCandKM :)

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Anastasia's POV:

I knew this wasn't for fun. This wasn't for punishment, nor for pleasure. It was to show our love. Our connection. In this moment, I didn't care about his stupid files, business trips or job, I knew he was a good person. And I loved him. I loved Sebastian De Luca. I didn't know if he loved me too, but he was about to prove it.

"I- I'm sorry, I understand. It's your private business. Wh-"

"Shhh sweetheart. I know how you must feel. I'm so sorry to keep you waiting. I promise to tell you when you're ready." Sebastian whispered in my ear as he tucked my hair out of my face. I trust that he will keep that promise. He always does things in my best interest.

We had just pulled away from a passionate kiss that held so many built up feelings. We had fallen into a trance. It felt like no one else existed. It was only us in this sick reality.

"Jump."

I did as he said, he swept me up in one swift movement, his muscles held my waist tight as I continued to kiss his neck and he led us up the stairs. He groaned in satisfaction as he kept praising me for being such a sweet girl.

Flinging our bedroom door open and shut with his foot, he softly laid me down on the bed, crawling on top of me to gaze into my blue eyes.

"Do you want to do this now Anastasia? Are you sure you're feeling alright?" He asked, his eyes looking worried yet curious. "I won't force you. I will never, ever force you to do anything you don't want to do. I can promise you that."

"I want to Sebastian. I- I need you... please, take me." I stated, out of breath from my kisses that marked his neck. Make up sex is wrong. But this was different. Very different. Only we could understand what each other are going through. This was more than lust. It was a token of our love.

"You are mine, you know that? I will never leave you, my beautiful Anastasia. My princess." He slowly moved his lips in sync with mine, showing his love and desperation for me. His need for me. And I craved it.

I was in utter euphoria from the feeling he was giving me. Our special way of doing things, our own little world. I was enjoying myself, and so was he.

I moaned out his name as he gave me bruises all over my body, slowly and skilfully, as if I was a delicate piece of art that had never been touched. He lined himself up with my entrance as his large hand crept around my small neck.

"Look at me while I make love to you." He stated as we stared at each other in pure love. His dark orbs looked deep into my soul.

"I..." This was the time. I couldn't hold it in anymore. The butterflies in my stomach were just a minor feeling compared to what my heart was going through right now. I needed to tell him how I felt, I just know he would feel the same. We are made for each other.

"What is it darling?" Sebastian whispered, not moving an inch.

"I love you." I breathed out, a small tear rolling down my pink cheek. I couldn't help but blush yet feel overwhelmed with love and happiness.

"Finally." He said under his breath with his deep velvety voice. His eyes sparkled with fresh tears in the romantic light surrounding us as he breathed out and smiled.

The feeling I felt was electrifying. My breath quickened as I've waited so long for this. His little smirk and words made my need for him stronger, yet I yearned for an answer.

"I love you too. So much. Words can't even describe how much I do, Anastasia. I love you so fucking much." He passionately kissed me as he thrusted into my core, making me scream his name. The way those words slipped out of his mouth made me think I was dreaming.

"I love you, I love you." He kept repeating to me as he made love to me many times. We became one that night. I had never felt so happy, so in love. In his arms was when I felt the most safe. Like I didn't have to care about anything in the world because he would take care of me. He would protect me before himself. He would sacrifice himself. For me. And only me. I was his and he was mine.

"I fell in love with you so fast because I've never felt so safe around anyone the way I do with you. Even though I try and protect you, you protect me also. You are my reason to live, the reason I can breathe so easily, the reason I am who I've become. I love you, my beautiful Anastasia, my girl."

That's when I knew, we were going to be with each other, forever. Nothing could pull me away. Not even his hidden past.