𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐍 || eren jaeger

24

Mikasa slid her body off of the swivel stool and walked over to Eren, standing next to him. She stumbled slightly as she leaned forward, placing her elbows on the kitchen island and leaned in to Eren.

"I want to talk about us." she said. There was a slight slur in her words and Eren furrowed his eyebrows and backed away from her, completely caught off guard.

"...What?"

Mikasa's arm fell to the silk rope that tied around her waist, and undid it. Her silk robe fell open, exposing a red lace two piece lingerie set, with thigh harnesses wrapping around her plump thighs, and a thin minimal coverage bra to tie it all together.

"I miss you, and i wanna get back together... i know that deep down, you do too..." Mikasa purred, leaning closer to Eren's ear and sliding her hand up the surface of his thigh.

Eren jolted out of the seat, putting some distance between him and his ex. He stared at her in utter disbelief, his anger towards the latter slowly increasing with every lie she spewed out.

"This is not what I came here for. You're drunk, and i'm leaving." He spat, turning on his heel to leave out the door, but he felt cold hand tug him back by his right arm.

"Wait! Eren, please... take me back," Mikasa begged, "I'm so lonely without you, we can be happy again, just like before, before she showed up."

Mikasa tried to pull Eren closer, but he resisted, yanking his arm out of her hold.

"You seriously think we were happy?? You really think 'I' was happy??!" Eren went off, his volume getting louder with each sentence, his anger and frustration growing more intense.

"Mikasa, YOU CHEATED ON ME. And like the naive dumbass i was, i took you back for it, and as if that wasn't enough, you manipulated me, and gaslighted me every time i got suspicious of your actions, you let your sorry excuse of a best friend brainwash me into thinking that I was the problem in our relationship and that i wasn't good enough for you.

So i stayed and tried everything in my power to be who you wanted me to be to the point where i couldn't even recognize myself! YOU RUINED ME, and-"

"AND I TOLD YOU I WOULD CHANGE!" Mikasa yelled back, holding back tears, fingernails pressing deep crescents into her palms. She was close to snapping, out of hurt and frustration she knew she shouldn't be feeling.

"I was ready to change, to be better for you!! But you let that WHORE SHOW UP—"

"Don't you EVER-..." Eren shouts, loud enough to startle Mikasa into flinching, a mixture of anger and disbelief plastered on her face, "use that language to address her. EVER."

"And don't screw your mind into believing for a second that I would EVER take you back after what you did. You mean nothing to me." Eren finally said, staring back at Mikasa with a silent rage in his eyes, chest heaving in an effort to calm down.

She quickly wiped some stray tears that had fallen from her stinging eyes and sniffled, crossing her arms. To say that she felt like absolute shit, was an understatement. She instantly regretted even considering her roommates horrible plan. But she'd been so consumed by jealousy, longing, and her own loneliness and confusion.

"Fine, if that's how you feel now." Mikasa simply said, accepting her own defeat. She couldn't argue with Eren, after all, he was correct.

Eren swiftly spun around and made quick, heavy steps to the front door, swinging the door open.

"Consider yourself lucky i didn't tell Armin how sick of a person you really are, for the sake of your own friendship." He deadpanned, his tone devoid of any emotion as he slammed the apartment door behind him, leaving Mikasa in her own misery.

She sunk to the ground, crouching down and wrapping her arms around herself as tears streamed down her reddened face. This is all my fault...

Eren sped down the exterior hallway, hurriedly opening his car door and slamming it behind himself. He was livid, to say the least.

He gripped the steering wheel with both hands, trying with everything he had in him to remain calm, to not absolutely lose his shit.

But, he could slowly feel himself slipping.

He let his head fall on the wheel with a soft thud, picking his head up and repeating several more times. His grip on the wheel tightened, but his efforts were futile. As the dull throbbing pain in his head intensified, his resolve broke. A lone tear escaped from his eyes, staining the carpet of his car.

His grip on the wheel loosened, salty tears tumbling down his face as little sobs escaped his lungs.

I'm miss her so much... and it hurts so bad...

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short-ish chapter cause next chapter picks up at a time skip.

don't be afraid to ask questions lol ik this story may seem a bit erratic at times.