exasperated ；rensung

xxvii

Renjun returned home with a smile tugging on his lips. He would try not to but the smile would find a way to his face. He didn't have any doubts anymore. On the other hand, he was surprised with how much he was feeling at that moment. He would have never thought but yet here he was unable to stop himself from thinking about him.

Renjun tried sleeping but he couldn't. All the images of them just being together were flooding his mind. Most of them were of Jisung just sitting or dozing off from today's "date". He wasn't even sure if it was a date but oh well he'll call it one anyway. It would be a lie to say that he didn't enjoy this, being with Jisung. He's a nice person, even though he's younger than him, he's still mature in some aspects, and he's super cute too.

Renjun has always been referred as "cute" by many people, friends, family, even strangers sometimes but he was convinced that no one is cuter than Jisung. He could go on forever how freaking adorable he is and how he tries his best to not pinch his hamster cheeks.

Renjun was aware that he was most probably blushing a little right now. He also made out some images of how would they be if they were together, as in dating. How will things go then? Just how will their future will be like together, and let's just say he got a bit flustered when his imagination became a little wilder.

No, he did not just imagine them kis- NO!

"What the hell,"

He felt embarrassed, how could he think of something like that?! There is nothing going on between them yet and he's already-

"Gosh, why can't I fall asleep. It's already so late,"

Renjun twisted and turned in his bed for an hour and finally was able to get some sleep.

Renjun was running late today but he managed to be just in time for his class. Luckily.

"Yo, why were you late?" Jaemin asked.

"Slept in," Renjun whispered back.

"What?! Wow, never thought that was possible," Jaemin has a nice laugh about it and Renjun tried not to roll his eyes but he did out of habit.

"You do know that we're going to the new amusement park, right?"

"What? I thought only you were taking Chenle there for a date?"

"Um no? I CLEARLY said that we all are going there as a big family and it would be so cute if all of us are there, you know?"

"Ah okay whatever. Just tell me the time."

"I'll text you the details later and also can you bring Jisung with you too?"

"Uh yeah, no biggie.."

Jaemin smirked and opened his mouth to say something but he decided not to. It was just so difficult to not tease Renjun when he was looked so flustered. Deep down, he was really happy that his ship was sailing and to see Renjun finally finding his boyfriend meant the world to him and he couldn't wait to get some nice pictures of them in his camera roll.

Renjun had a hard time finishing his classes. He reprimanded himself for not sleeping early and again, out of habit, blamed Jisung for that. But right then, he got another weird flash of imagination, where he and Jisung were-

Renjun slapped his forehead. He begged himself to stop with these. These indecent images were making it difficult for the time to pass. He even has to pick up Jisung later.

"Damnit,"

He knew he didn't get much sleep last night so instead of being a party popper, he got himself some coffee to wake himself up and be a good friend for once. He picked his clothes and tried not to think too much about Jisung. But it was hard not to when they were going to be almost glued to each other later but still he has some time to compose himself.