Painful Struggles

I'm Sorry

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Harry: Why are people laughing at you?

Selena's POV

I look at him, shocked. Did he just ask me that? As if he doesn't know?

Selena: You're kidding me right?

Harry: Ummm, no?

Selena: Didn't they pay you and your friends to come sit with me?

Harry: What are you talking about? I would never do that!

Selena: TAYLOR SENT ME A NOTE SAYING YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS GOT PAID TO SIT NEXT TO ME!

Harry: Why are you believing everything she says?!

Selena: YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME

Harry: YOU DON'T KNOW ME EITHER!

I break down in front of him, we were supposed to be working on our songs, but here I am arguing with someone. He gives me a hanker chief.

Selena: I'm sorry

Just as the bell goes, I wipe away my tears, grab my books and walk out of class.

A whole double just arguing with Harry and crying.

I walk to my locker and they're all their, Harry, Niall and Louis.

I put my books away and check my phone, a text from dad, I quickly read it before anyone else sees:

I know about that granola bar you little slut, you shouldn't be eating so much, you're going to get fat! Well you already are but you know I might have to enrol you into biggest loser soon! You're going to be in so much trouble when you get home! 

That hurt, maybe I am fat? I didn't even realize I was crying until Louis pointed it out:

Louis: Hey, are you okay?

Selena: Oh yeah, I'm fine, just thought of something.

Louis: Okay, you can come sit with us if you want, it's just Harry, Niall, Demi, Eleanor and I. 

Selena: If you don't mind me asking who's Eleanor and Demi?

Louis: Oh Eleanor is my girlfriend and Demi-

Niall: Demi is my girlfriend

Niall smiled, proud of himself for cutting Louis off.

Niall: Harry doesn't have a girlfriend.

Selena: Oh okay. Anyways, sure, I would love to come sit with you guys.

This is so weird, I'm actually scared that this is just a prank, but I'm just going to go with it. Maybe I might have friends for senior year?

I walk with them to the table and sit down between Harry and Niall.

Harry looks at me and smiles, he comes close to my ear.

Harry: I'm sorry Sel.

That sent shivers down my spine.

Harry: Is it okay if we call you Sel?

Selena: Yeah sure.

Eleanor: Hi! I'm Eleanor, Louis' girlfriend, you must be Selena! Call me El.

Selena: Hi, I've heard heaps about you.. all good things, and call me Sel. And you must be Demi!

Demi: Yes! You're Selena right? I've heard about you too.