Painful Struggles

Moving On?

Selena's POV

it's been 2 weeks since I last saw Harry, and that was with the other girl, who's name, I found out, is Kendall.

I'm still trying to move on from Harry, but it's kind of hard when you see him around the university campus with his new girlfriend. We never officially broke up.. but I'm guessing that me telling him we needed a break was enough for him to move on.

The boys, Louis and Niall, tell me that he isn't worth it, he seems happy with Kendall and she is always around at their apartment, and that's why Niall and Louis are always at ours, not that I have a problem with that.

I was on my way to class when someone banged into me and I spilt all my coffee on them... not even looking up I knew who it was just by the sound of her voice...

Kendall: OH MY GOD! What even is this? What the f*ck Selena!! I know you're jealous of Harry and I.. but seriously you don't need to go to all of the trouble in trying to burn me with your coffee!!

What a drama queen! I wasn't even trying to burn her!

Sel: I'm sorry Kendall! I didn't even realise! And by the way I have moved on from Harry, he is all yours.

I see Harry walking towards us.

Harry: What the f*ck Selena! Do you have a problem? I know your jealous of Kendall.. but seriously trying to hurt her isn't going to make me yours again!

Wow.. he's changed.. he's not my Harry.

Sel: You know what! Harry.. you have changed.. and let me tell you it's not for the good, where's the old Harry gone, the one that I am in still deeply in love with.. the one who cared for others.. the one who saw the good in people. I know that you don't love me anymore, but the old Harry would never go out with a girl like this. She just wants you for one thing, and you know what that is. why don't you shove your head out of you ass and see what's going on!

I take a big breath, and after realising what I had just said I look at him, and he had glassy eyes, and looked like he was about to cry.

I just walk away and go to class...

*AFTER CLASS WHEN SEL GOES TO WORK AT STARBUCKS*

I honestly find this job so boring, but it gives me good money so ah well. I hear the door bell go off, notifying me that someone has walked into the shop, I look over to find a really cute looking lad walk in, short brown hair and a very nice figure. He walks over to the register and orders his drink.

Liam: Hi, can I please get a caramel frappe please?

Ohh he has a really nice British accent.

Sel: Sure that 4 pounds and can I please get a name for the order?

He takes out his wallet and goes to speak.

Liam: Oh yeah.. my name is Liam. Here's a 20.. keep the change, you deserve a tip.

He gives me the note and wink, then walks away to the waiting table for his drink.

I make his chocolate frappe and call out his name for his order.. Liam.. I like the name.. it really suits him.

Sel: Order for Liam?

He comes up and collects his drink.. then he hands me his phone.

Liam: I hope I'm not being to forward but can I please have your number?

I look at him surprised but put my number in his phone as Sel :).. I give him his phone back then he smiles, thanks me and walks out of the shop. He seems really nice... But I'm still not over Harry... speaking of which him and Kendall just walked through.

I look over at Harry and we both make eye contact.. I quickly look away as they come up to order.

Sel: Hi I'm Sel, what can I get for you today?

Harry looks at me sadly and Kendall looks like a f*cking lost puppy, as she looks at Harry.

Kendall: Can I please get a small mocha with low fat milk.. and Haz what do you want babe?

Harry: Uh, can I please get the caramel hot chocolate.

I already knew what he would order.. the caramel hot chocolate was his favourite drink.. mine too.

Sel: Sure that will be 8 pounds.

Harry hands over a 20 pound note..

Harry: Keep the change, a waitress like you needs a good tip once in a while.

Wow, I can't believe he just said that, he spoke so rudely, and I'm just a waitress to him, maybe I should just move on...

I check my instagram, and just to my luck as I scroll through my feed I see a picture, both Harry and Kendall posted.. yeah so I started following her.. so what.. don't judge me!

Kendall's Post on Instagram (pic on side)

With my boy.. he really is an angel.. I love you Hazza xx #Hendall4lyf

What the f*ck.. how long has this been going on for?! And Hendall.. a freaking ship name.. I thought it was Harlena4lyf according to Harry, guess not anymore.

I quickly check Harry's post..

Harry's Post on Instagram (pic on side)

With my One and Only.. I'm so glad to have such a beautiful girlfriend.. I love you heaps baby xx #Harlena

Ummm what the hell.. why does it say Harlena?? I check that he had only posted it 2 minutes ago.. I refresh the pic and sure enough..

Harry's Post on Instagram (pic on side)

With my One and Only.. I'm so glad to have such a beautiful girlfriend.. I love you heaps baby xx #Hendall

He changed it.. I swear it was Harlena before.. maybe I'm just imagining things.

I quickly lock up and make my way home.

*SKIP TO WHEN SELENA GETS HOME*

Sel: I'M HOME!!! WHATEVER YOU GIRLS ARE DOING WITH YOU'RE BOYFRIENDS PLEASE DON'T SCAR ME!!!!

I hear all of them start laughing as I make my way upstairs..

Demi: Selly are you alright, I saw the picture on instagram?

Sel: Yeah I'm fine, he treated me like crap though.. but don't worry I don't really wanna talk about it. I'm gonna have an early night tonight.

They all nod as I go to my room.. I hear the doorbell ring and a lot of not yelling but loud serious talking.. I run downstairs, only to find Harry and Kendall.

Sel: Uh, what's going on?

Demi, El, Niall and louis all looked super pissed and death glared Harry.

I look over at Harry who is awkwardly scratching the back of his neck...

Harry: Um, would Kendall be able to stay the night please?

Why the hell would he be asking me if she can stay the night at his place??

Sel: Don't take this to heart, but I don't really care if she stays at your place.. because you don't need my permission and I don't give a sh*t to be honest.. I'm done!

He looks at me in a weird way..

Harry: I meant to say, can she stay at your place for the night?

What the actual f*ck!